the way you lie

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your words were enough to send me chills

I wanted your world to twist with mines. I always wanted to be entangled with you

I wanted your words to fill the emptiness that climbed within my heart since I was young.

I had no one, I had no love. your love is everything that kept me alive

alone, alone loneliness is all I knew. you filled and filled my body until I had no space left

I loved you even when your words were untrue 

even if everything that you said wasn't meant for me

even if everything you told me was a lie

didn't shake me, couldn't stir my emotions

I was smitten even when I'm suffering under your abuse

even when you hurt me over and over again 

and apologize and say it's over

I sat still and all I could remember is the happy times we had

the time where happiness was the only things on our face

why did I love the way you love me, the way you broke me gently, the way everything became a lie, why did I love the way you lie.

why did everything fall apart 

why everything crumbled 

destroying the world I envied 

I love you so much, I didn't know loving you would become a burden rather than a blessing.

I loved the way you lied, I loved the way you made me fly. but, one day I will say goodbye even if I cry. 

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