your words were enough to send me chills
I wanted your world to twist with mines. I always wanted to be entangled with you
I wanted your words to fill the emptiness that climbed within my heart since I was young.
I had no one, I had no love. your love is everything that kept me alive
alone, alone loneliness is all I knew. you filled and filled my body until I had no space left
I loved you even when your words were untrue
even if everything that you said wasn't meant for me
even if everything you told me was a lie
didn't shake me, couldn't stir my emotions
I was smitten even when I'm suffering under your abuse
even when you hurt me over and over again
and apologize and say it's over
I sat still and all I could remember is the happy times we had
the time where happiness was the only things on our face
why did I love the way you love me, the way you broke me gently, the way everything became a lie, why did I love the way you lie.
why did everything fall apart
why everything crumbled
destroying the world I envied
I love you so much, I didn't know loving you would become a burden rather than a blessing.
I loved the way you lied, I loved the way you made me fly. but, one day I will say goodbye even if I cry.
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heartbreak
PoetryI thought things would be different but, I was foolish, picking up the pieces you left behind. I was foolish screaming and crying because of you walking out the door more than once. I thought I knew better but, I was foolish, I was foolish I knew e...