Chapter One: I Deserve This

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<WARNING> This entire book will contain very mature content, please read with caution.

•Frisk's POV•

"Ugh!" I exclaimed as my dad... no he's not my dad, as John kicked me in the stomach.

"Useless trash piece of shit!" John screamed, very intoxicated. He threw another punch and a few more kicks then muttered a few harsh words and left me on the floor.

"Why..." I said as my vision started fading. Why me. Wh....

I woke up twenty minutes later to throbbing pain all over my body.

"I'm useless. I deserve this." I tell myself. I got up to go to my bathroom and looked at my self in the mirror. Disgusting. I got out my razor and drew all over my arms.

"I deserve this. I deserve this." I keep saying over and over. I sliced one last time before putting back my razor. I looked at my masterpiece.

"I... deserve..." Tears we're overflowing. I sadly had to bandage myself up. I didn't want to. After that was finished I put my head on my floor and drifted off to sleep. I didn't deserve a bed.

~Time Skip~

I wake up at around four. I'm still alive. How disappointing. John won't be up for another five hours. Lazy ass hole. I knew what I had to do. The mountain. I needed to end it all. The thought of being released from this world almost made me smile. I went to the bathroom, grabbed my razor, and left. My razor was the only thing that was mine.

"I'm out of here. See you in hell, John." I walk out of the house. No, it wasn't a house, it was a prison. I left the door open. I didn't care anymore. I saw the "No Trespassing" sign, but honestly, who listens to that.

"Well, I guess this is happening, this is what I wanted." I say under my breath as I reach my destination.

"I'm out of this world now, see you in hell."

And I jumped.
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Heyyyyy, sorry that I disappeared from the entire app, I lost tons of motivation to write but I'm back now and I want to try and write this, not expecting too many reads but I'm content what that, again so sorry for disappearing but I just got a sudden surge of motivation to write again so here I am, I hope you enjoy this book I'm really gonna try hard.

~JDKAosrs

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