We went to the hospital today to get some blood work done. I'm not pregnant. In fact, she said the possibilities of me ever being remnant are five percent out of one hundred.
Louis and I are now in the car. We haven't said a word since we left the hospital. "You know. Maybe we just weren't meant to have kids." I state very quietly. "We can beat the odds. We have to try Riley. We can't just pretend we don't care. We have to try." Louis fights back. I don't give him an answer.
Once we get home I go straight upstairs and take a shower.
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Louis' PoV
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I tell the lads and they all took it pretty hard. "Her egg count is low and there is a very slim possibility that she can get pregnant and keep the baby. That's what happened the first time." I explain. Harry puts his head in his palms and I hear faint sniffles coming from him. The other lads leave the room and I sit next to Harry on the couch. I wrap my arm around him. "Haz. I'm sorry. Blame me if you want but this is not my fault. I'm s-" I try to explain. "Louis. Stop. I'm not blaming you. I just feel guilty because I blamed you for everything. It's Max's fault. He put the chemicals in her body and he ruined her." Harry sobs. I rub his back. "I know Haz. I wish I could've been there to save her. To hold her and love her when she was getting hurt. Weak men hurt strong women to try to get them to feel weak." I start to cry a little. Harry gets up and goes to the kitchen. I go up to Riley's room and find her sound asleep. Hands on her stomach, tear streaks on her face. I lay down and wrap my arms around her. This is how I want to spend my nights for the rest of my life.
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Blue Eyed Boy (Third Book in the I Was Loving The Wrong Man series)
Roman d'amourWhat happens when a 22 year old, Riley, meets one of the richest 23 year old heart throbs in the world? He falls for her but Riley can't let her abusive past go. Read this to follow Riley and Louis through they're tough relationship.
