I almost saw you. I felt a mental breakdown happening inside of me. I felt so dead. When I saw you I just collapsed immediately and the pieces of my heart fell apart, lefting my heart broken once again. My scars opened and I felt the pain so intensely. I cried so hard and the only thing I kept thinking about is how fucking much I want you. I do not know what is left for me to do to get over you. It is so hard. I did not fall in love only with you. I fell in love with the thought of myself back then with you. I was so complete and I cannot imagine myself like that with anybody else. It is not only that I do not want it but I do not believe I am able to. I keep listening to the music that reminds me of you and our moments and that makes me think like I do not belong anywhere else. I belong to him and I believe so fucking hard that we are so made for each other but you have to see this...You found another one but I won't let you forget me...
