From 1967 (Syd Barrett Fan fiction)

Chapter 10 ~ Rain, Rain, Go Away

Unless I say that it's Syd's point of view, then it's automatically Hannah's point of view. So it's still Hannah's point of view.
Just wanted to clear that up.
Enjoy the chapter!🌞✨

After all the crap I've been through I never thought I'd feel this awful.

After I saw Cynthia and Syd kiss, they went further than kissing, and there was no way I was going to stay for that.

I ran out of the now empty UFO club, and ran until I realized I had no where to go.
I had no house, I had no family, and I had no Syd.

Oh my god. I know what his plan is.
He did manipulate me.
He does have me wrapped around his finger.
Mandy was right all along.

He has the watch, and he knows that's the only way I can get home.
If I don't go back to him, then I can't go home.
Ever again.

I sat down on the sidewalk, leaning against a building, as it started to pour down the rain.
This reminded me of the day I found Syd in the library.

That was such a awful day until I found Syd.
He made me so happy.
Until he kissed the cause of my awful day, Lisa.

But I couldn't get over the fact that he kissed Cynthia.
She thought I was nothing but a desperate slut looking for attention.
And that's kind of what it feels like.

It seems like everything I told her was a lie.
It also seems like I probably mean nothing to Syd now.

I tucked my head in my knees as I started to cry, then sob.

I'd never be able to go home again.
I'm stuck here forever.
My parents don't even exist yet.
And I have no clue where Vanessa is.

I'm all alone.

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When I woke up the next morning, I was so sore from sitting on that concrete all night.
I wanted to sleep in my bed so badly, but y'know, that's obviously not gonna happen anytime soon.

I got up and saw that it was still raining, even after all this time.

I was soaking wet, too, but I didn't care, I just walked and walked until I was content.
And then I saw Mandy coming towards me in the distance, with an umbrella in her hand.

"Oh my god, what happened to you? Not to be rude, but you look awful." she said as she got closer.

"Syd-"

"No no no no no. That motherfu-" she started.

"Just let me finish. He was talking to that girl from yesterday that argued with me and he said that the song he sang was about no one and then they kissed and-"

"Woah woah woah, slow down, they WHAT?!"

"They freaking kissed, Mandy!"

"My god, I hate both of them now."

"And there's something else that I haven't told you." I nervously said.