Confused

Part 5

Cam's POV

I woke up with Sammy still in my arms.

I looked around the room for a clock cause I forgot my phone downstairs.

Her clock said 7:30 and I am surprised I woke up this early cause Sammy is the early bird.

I went to her dresser and left a note saying that I had gone home and I took Matt with me.

I go to Erin's room and wake up Matt.

We get to the sidewalk by the car and I see a flawless girl wearing a floral crop top, floral high waisted shorts, white and floral combat boots, and a flower head band.

"Hey nice penny board"i said trying to destract her from her noticing me starring at her.

"Thx"she said with the cutest smile ever.

I had nothing to say when she walked into Sammy's house.

"Hey man why where u looking at that one girl"Matt asked concerned.

"She is flawless"

"God Dammit u are turning to a fucking player" after he said that I had nothing to say cause I forgot about Sammy.

When we where about to get into the car I heard a large thud come from the inside of her house.

I jus ting noted it and we took off.

Sammy's POV

I woke up to feel no strong arms wrapped around me waist.I walked to my dresser to find a note.

Dear Sammy,

I had to go and I also took Matt with me.

P.S. I will never forget u

Love,

Cam.

I was confused at the last part.

Was he leaving me?

Did he lye about caring about me?

Does he like me?

Does he look at me like people at school see me?

All these questions where going through my head.

My head started to pound harder and harder.

"Crap not right now no,no,no,no"i whispered to myself.

Every time my head does this I have to cut cause I feel like I am worthless. Like everyone wants me gone forever.

I ran to the bathroom and pulled out a drawer. I took out my blade tears where coming down my face cause I thought that I wasn't good enough for him.

I heard the front door open then close.

My sister is finally back. But then I noticed that I had already cut my self a couple of times but I kept on do it.

I got a clean wash cloth and true to clean my thigh from all of the blood right then and there everything went black.

A/N

Srry for the short chapter and I don't know why but I usally post at night where I am tired then I end up making them short. But oh well.

Thx for reading and plz read my other stories which I will talk to u about in my next chapter.

Night love u guys 😘