Hello, my name is ocean, Ocean Mark. I honestly never thought I would be using one of these damn things.
Well im going to start off my saying my name and telling you about me. Lets see you already know my name so I have brown eyes, I have dyed my hair to a redish aubernish color. I love the color black. I come from a family of seven kids. I have five brothers and only one sister.
But they are always gone so it doesnt matter.
I have a boyfriend named jordan, he is honestly the sweetest thing ever. He treats me with respect and makes sure I am always happy, and if im not he will try and put a smile on my face. I honestly wish that he didnt have to leave to a different school after 8th grade.
My best friends name is kapri, Kapri Kale. She is like my sister, but way different. I know its weird but sometimes I wish I could live with her. She is the only god damn person who gets me. She stuck by me through thick and thin. I honestly never thought we would be this close.
My best guy friend is owen, Owen Laidforth. He is most definitely the best guy friend you could ever have. He also makes me happy. but I wish that things were never as difficult as they are now.
I used to self harm, you might say its stupid and trust me it wasnt what I did was stupid it was just me who was. I regret it all and wish I could go back to the beginning of it all and tell myself that everything would be alright, that I would have awesome friends and a lovely boyfriend. But heres the horrible truth, it wouldnt change the fact that I still would have tore my skin apart.
But where I am now, is perfect. well almost perfect.
And this is my stupid fucking diary to tell you all about it
- October 11th, 2014 9:40pm Saturday
