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Chapter one - As I lay here.

As I lay here, I think about him. The painful memory played back in my mind. I looked into his eyes and ran. I knew I could never face him again. I closed my eyes. The thought of those text messages, it hurt but at the same time made me feel so, alive. I opened my eyes, not sure if they were open or not. My room was pitch black. I heard my mothers footsteps, and stared straight at her, wishing she could see me. She looked around and left. I heard a click of a light switch, and she was gone. I rolled over and thought about him again.

How could it be school already?

What do I do when I see him?

Will he be the same after...

That day?

I tossed and turned thinking, my head full of questions.

I reached over to my phone and plugged in my headphones.

Say something I'm giving up on you...

I knew it was over. He won't want to see me ever again. But somehow... I still love him.

and I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you...

My eyes were cold yet so hot, my head swirled. I couldn't think straight. I held my hand out in front of me to find it shaking.

The first tear I had shed in a long time ran down my face.

Say something...