Anything But Ordinary: a Troyler AU.

My sincerest apologies 💗

Hello, angels. I'm pretty sure most of you have forgotten about me &/or already unadded all of my stories out of your libraries, but if you are present & reading this right now: thank you for taking the time to read this message from me to you.

In case you haven't gotten to memo, I obviously will not be continuing any of my Troyler/Tronnor stories anymore & I'm deeply sorry & sad about that. I honestly thought I would at least finish Anything But Ordinary (even if it took a while), but alas, I never found the strength to finish this one either.

If you read my other stories, you probably got this notification MANY times & for the most part, this apology is the same through each one with some exceptions. But for this one, I'm really sentimental because it's the first story I ever had that blew up & I didn't understand why so many people loved it & read it, but it made me so happy as well as proud of myself. I will always keep the memories of this story locked inside of my heart because it meant the world to me.

I am SO deeply appreciative of all the love & support I got from everyone when I was actively writing & even when I took a hiatus & just stopped writing all together. I can never thank you for the love I received from so many of you & how much getting tweets & Insta messages & comments on here from all of you meant to me. I never thought my writing would be good enough for even one person to read & now, thousands & THOUSANDS of people have read so many of my stories that I poured my heart into every word I had ever written.

Not to mention, but shipping irl people isn't really my thing anymore either because it obviously has an affect on their real life relationships & it's just a violation of their privacy. I think gentle shipping is okay, but over the top intense hardcore shipping is just weird & strange (not to be hypocritical since I obviously went through this phase too with Troyler & I definitely acknowledge that).

Of course whenever you write stories, the characters take a life of their own & it doesn't even really feel like it's actually about those people because those characters are their own people in their own way in this story, but at the end of the day, it's still about them, so it's just a bit uncomfortable to read intense smut about them, etc etc.

I also haven't been a part of Troye fandom for the last year plus at this point for many reasons & have moved onto Harry Styles & BTS. I'm sure a ton of people who used to read my stories have ALSO moved on to greener pastures for the most part, but yeah. It's been a blast for me writing for all of you from the ages of 16-18 & I'm so glad that I had the opportunity to let my writing & personality speak for itself. Thanks to all of you, I realize that I could have a career in being an author maybe when I definitely would've never thought about it before.

Who knows, maybe someday, you'll see a book with my name printed on the bottom of the cover!! Anyway, I hope to do an overview general summary of every story gradually through the next few weeks, so you at least get the general idea of where the story was supposed to go & how it was meant to end. I started writing a Minjoon fic called Player Up for any Armys out there or for anyone who still wants to read my writing!! It's pretty rough in my opinion, but I hope my writing will just ease back into it again sooner than later. I also have a poetry book called Sugar Daisies & I would as always appreciate your love & support for that as well!!

Here are my socials 💓

Twitter: noirhome {Usually most active here}
Insta: mariahsease
Spotify: mariahsease
depop: mariahsease

Thank you forever & always from the deepest parts of my heart. It has been a blessing & a privilege to write for all of you sweet angels & it was an incredible journey. I love you all so much, mwah

-Mariah 💌