Guy 3

Intro

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When I fall for someone, I fall fast and I fall hard. See, I'm 16 years old and have only really fallen for 3 people in my whole lifetime.
Number 1 - You may not even consider this one someone I really fell for, but it's true. I was as deep in love as a 2 year old could be. I was obviously really little at the time. He was my neighbor up the street and we would play together. But the problem was, he was 3 years older than me. Even so, when I was 4 I kissed him smack dab on his lips. That probably wasn't the wisest way for me to have my first kiss, but that's how it happened. I eventually got over him when I was 6 and I realized nothing was ever going to happen between us except that stupid kiss. Even so, his name is still my password for almost everything... So I'm not going to tell his name obviously! I don't want you guys hacking into all my accounts. Anyways, onto guy two!
Number 2 - Oh Will. I really fell for this guy. He was in my Kindergarten class and that was when I fell for him. For a very, very long time. He was adorable and he was nice too! He was little and Asian and just so cute! (I forgot to mention this, but guy 1 was also Asian and was soooo adorable) And I fell for him for a good 5 years. Until middle school, basically. I never told him and now that's kind of just been my habit. Be friends, but don't tell him!
That leads us to middle school which I categorize as 5th through 8th grade. I had a few silly crushes in that time, but I never really fell for anyone. And the crushes only lasted a month or two and then I got bored. Now, I never told any one of them that I liked them, but I would just admire them from afar-I wouldn't even talk to them.
Number 3 - Oh Jordan. That's you. I fell for him in January of my Freshman year. He's hot, let me just say. About 6' foot; green eyes with a hazelish ring around the pupil; curly, dark hair; plays snare drum. He's the only one of the three that's not Asian, and they were all hot to me at the time. But man, is Jordan hot. He's a year older than I am in school, but in reality he's only about 7 months older than me. (I'm old for my grade. I went to Kindergarten when I was 6, but my birthday is in July so it's not that weird) He's also super sweet and always makes sure I'm okay if I seem just a little bit off. He can also be super sarcastic and hilarious because we have the same sense of humor. He's just amazing. If you couldn't tell, he's the one I'm stuck on now. There's just one problem.
One of my friends likes him too. I didn't tell her I liked him, but she really does and talks to me about him all the time. That is Ally. And one of my other friends also likes him. That is Lea. (Now this is going to get a little complicated, muffins, so hold on to your pants!) Lea knows Ally likes Jordan, but Ally doesn't know Lea likes Jordan. Ally told Jordan that she likes him and he did not reciprocate the feelings and tried to let her down easy, but Ally was suuuuper persistent until she finally said that she wouldn't text him till band camp. But she texts me now and talks how much she misses Jordan. Ally keeps telling me how jealous she is of me because I spend so much time with Jordan because we're both snare drums this year. Lea doesn't care that we spend a lot of time together though. Lea also told Jordan she likes him, and she wasn't so persistent for an answer. She just let it be until Jordan asked her out. Yeah, that's the other problem. Lea and Jordan have gone on like 2 dates already and I'm the first person Lea tells about it every time. So no matter how much I like Jordan, I can't like him because Lea does and she's one of my friends. You better reread that because that is a lot of drama shit.
So I've only really fallen for 3 guys in my lifetime. But things have gotten really complicated now. I never told Jordan about my feelings but we are friends. Good friends at that. So basically my game plan is to just wait it out. But the last few times I've fallen for a guy, I spent a good 4-5 years on him. So that sucks. Big time.

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Hey guys! Hopefully that's a good enough intro to make you want to read the story! I'll try to update pretty consistently, but I honestly have no idea when I'll write or anything! I'm still trying to figure this out!
Also wanted to say, thank you so much for clicking on this book! It means so much to me! Love you all!
-C. Elizabeth