You've been so kind to me
And I'm eternally grateful for
you caring attitude towards me
But every time I see you I'm
Afraid.
You resassure me of my
capabilities when I'm feeling
down and try to tell me it's Ok,
that there's no need to be so
Stressed.
But every time you do so
something inside me wonders
how long I can keep this up.
How long I can continue this
Trauma.
Your kindness is overwhelming
And I can't think of how I can
ever repay you for all you've done
but there's something you don't
Know.
I've been afraid to tell you but
each time you lend a helping
hand when I'm tumbling I know
I've done it once more and I
Hate
Myself for it more and more.
My guilt begins to increase as
I count my faults in a whirlwind
of my mind and know I've done
It.
I'm afraid if it keeps happening I
might lose you and couldn't bear
that. Your positivity and happiness
instantly put me at ease every
Time.
But I know soon you'll begin to
notice more of my imperfections
than before and before I know
it you'll know I'm letting you
Down
