I'm not who I want to be, I'm a tall and skinny Spanish boy who dabbles a little on the gay side. I abandoned my entire life and friends because of decisions I've made. I'm the opposite of what I want to look like and it affects me HARD. Everyday, it crosses my mind that I wanna be a small pale boy with long brown hair. Hell, I'll even take short brown hair. Just as long as I don't have to look like I currently do.
When I went to the carnival and a "wizard" offered me any wish, I jumped at the chance to change my appearance. The "wizard" gave me a condition, "While I get to choose my skin and hair color, I don't get to choose anything else." I agreed immediately and I was sent on my way. I knew that it was bull and I had paid $1.50 for nothing.. but hey, we don't know about what's above us. I'm just fuckin ya, I wasted a dollar fifty because I'm selfish. Or so I thought.
I woke up the next morning sick as a dog, it honestly hurt just to open my eyes. But, when I looked at myself, I was livid to see I was pale.
There was an issue though, an image of my friends and I that I kept on my night stand was different. Besides the obvious color change, I looked... well... Feminine.
