Andys POV
"Doneeee! Fovvs we have it!", Rye shouted running towards me holding his hand up for a high five.
"Finally.", I sighed conecting our hands. And again. This feeling. The electric shock though my body. Just a move without any meaning and there are these butterflies in my stomach.
Since the beginning of roadtrip he meant always more to me than allowed. We are absolute best friends and I am so afraid of loosing this just because of me being so dumb to fall in love with Rye. He could have anyone so why the hell should he love me. That is why I decided to survive just hiding all of this. And I was sure I could handle it but knowing he could meet some girl out there and could start dating her is unbelievably hard.I shook my head focusing again on the beautiful brown haired friend of mine. He was just looking at me knowing that I have been in my thoughts. He smiled realising that I was looking at him.
"What are we waiting for? Free time!", he laughed going behind me carrying me gently though the door of Brooks bedroom where we had filmed the video for our newest cover.
"Some ping-pong? Bet you wont get any point", Rye said winking at me while getting next to me. He just winked at me and somehow my cheeks began getting hot.
"I'm in.", I quickly replied to destract him from that.
"But let's get some food first please.", I added.
"Yeah sure". He turned around and went toward the stairs."Ryan, sorry mate but that one scene isn't as good as we expected so..."
Alex got interrupted by Rye who said "Alright.".
And then to me "I'll be back in some minutes, fovvs", he sighed and gave me an excusing look. I nodded returning to chopping up some tomatoes for the pasta Rye wanted to cook.
Mmmm his pasta. One thing to add to the he-is-perfect-list. I closed my eyes reminding me of how hopeless I was. Then suddenly two big hands touched my hips and slowly made their way to my stomach while pulling me backwards. I shivered and breathed out heavily. No way he has not heared that. "I'm back, gorgeous.", breathtaking Ryan Leonard Beaumont whispered in my neck. Caught in the spell of the moment I lost literally all my self control and could not help but lean back taking his warmth and the feelings he gave my poor self all in. Just enjoying the fact that he was there I kept my eyes closed and whispered barely audible a "good", being very honest with that.
"Oh fovvs...", Rye said in a suffering voice. "If you knew...", he whispered.
I turned around looking at him with a quistioning face.
"What? Ryan...?", I asked a bit afraid.
"Hm?", he answered dreamy. Looking deap in each others eyes now I saw the clearness coming back to his eyes.
A indefinable tension grew betweet us. Then something happened that felt like out of this world. That certain Ryan just leand toward me and gave me a last storytelling gaze. He closed his eyes and placed his soft lips on mine. I could not help but kiss him back. It was an indescribable kiss. Not heated, not even a real kiss. Our lips just connected and the only thing I knew now for sure was that I loved this boy. The firework I felt did not leave a question about that open.Then it was suddenly over. He took a step back leaving me there cold and very lost. Instantly I shivered. Frightened I looked up from the ground I have looked at for some seconds. I felt so insecure. Rye had one hand in his hair while he struggled about what to say now.
"I am so sorry, I shouldn't have done that.", he quickly whispered giving me that suffering gaze again. I do not know where suddenly some self confidence came from but I took a step forwards and just assumed and also did not allow another thought than that he had felt something as special as I had. I placed my right hand on his quite warm cheek looking his in the eyes.
"I...I just kinda had to ...you know...know how it feels like...I have these...understanding-problems with feelings somehow", he whispered like giving up his life to me. A tear apeared on his gorgeous face and I slowly leaned towards him getting on my toes kissing it away. Than I looked again to his beautiful eyes saying "I love you, Beaumont. I just love you so much but I just wasn't brave enough to tell you. I was so freaking afraid of loosing you and all we ever had. That is why I just stayed silent. But who could have known that it is such a torture feeling these... things... knowing that the one you crave to kiss could maybe not even like boys in...that way...".
He then pulled me close again and gifted me with a passionate kiss. It was perfect. Disconnecting our lips for the shortness of these words he finally calmed me with "I love you too, fovvs... since ever" Then he went to kiss my neck...Comment what you think...I can imagine this happening in real life ♡
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