Well here is the second chappy.
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Ashton's (P.O.V)
Her face expression wasn't surprising. It was shocked, for what reason I dont know. Calum is capable of having a girlfriend, so why is everyone surprised?
I continue.
" It was freshman year for the boys and sophomore for me. I already knew Jane, who was a freshman, I knew her brother Alex, he was a great lad. Whenever the boys and me would hang out I would call Jane and Alex over so we can all hang. Once I mentioned Jane was coming Calum would light up, and I knew he liked her, a lot. So I decided to get them together, it worked. They were unsepretable ever since."
"How come I havent seen them together?" Cris asked.
I start to tear up.
"Because.......... well depression runs in their family, and Alex was very depressed which made Jane depressed. The middle of sophomore year, he committed suicide." I say finally crying.
Cris gasped, then put her hand on my back while I cry in my hands.
I sniffle and continued the story.
"Jane was very saddened. Cal tried to help her but she was depressed. But one day Calum confessed that he was in love with her and asked if marrying her was the right thing. We were all excited for him and told him it was. So we all helped him find the perfect ring, and I had the girls have a special day for Jane. So when we were ready, it was late, so he decided he would propose to her the next morning." I start crying even more because I could never exceptc the fact that she is gone.
"The next morning Calum called the girls and us boys to help him with the proposal, but when we got there........." I see the image in my head again.
(Play hotel ceiling by rixton)
"When we got there............ she.... she was gone. She had cut her wrists were cut deeply and she made many. She had a note next to her saying 'I love you Calum' . When Calum say he broke down and started crying."
Flashback
'Calum nelt down next to Janes body and picked up her head.
"My Jane! My Jane is gone! No my Jane!!" He yelled with tears in his eyes.
"My baby girl! My baby girl is gone!" He was very upset.
I started crying because was my like my sister and I just lost my sister. '
Cris was crying now.
"After that Calum made a ring that had 'I love you Calum' on it, just the way she wrote it on the note. Not only did we lose our best mates girlfriend/fiance but we lost a sister. She was just like her brother and when we lost both of them, we couldnt take it. We were all depressed for about a month. But it took Calum a little bit longer to recover. He still has the ring he was gonna give her." I cry harder.
I hug Cris and cry on her shoulder.
"She's gone Cris. My sister is gone!" I finally faced the truth. Jane is gone. Forever.
We cry on each other for a while before I fell asleep on her.
She is very comfortable.
Calum's (P.O.V)
We are all shocked on how Ash had lashed out on Luke and Britiney.
But we knew he was upset that she knew and used it against me.
The principal sent the boys and girls home so we can chill.
Mikey, Joc, and me were at my house. I knew jocelynn wanted to know who Jane was, and Mikey didnt want to tell the story, I didnt either but I need to tell it.
"Joc, I know you want to know." I say looking at her.
We are in the kitchen, my elbows on the island.
"Well, Jane was going to be my fiance......... but she left me, well us before I could propose to her." I say looking at my ring. I start to tear up.
I miss her. So much.
"Where is she?" She asked.
"She......... she is with her brother, Alex, up there." I say pointing up.
She gasses and stares at me. Mikey starts crying and hugs me.
I hug back and start crying.
"She's gone Mikey! She's gone! My baby is gone!" I say remembering the image.
I hear Jocelynn's footsteps and then she joins the group hug.
I just cant believe ive lasted sophomore year to junior year without her. We were suppose to go through high school together.
Why did she have to leave?
How could she leave me like this? She left me lonely.
I didnt even get to kiss her, not even a hug.
