I'm tired

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Sometimes I'm so tired.

Tired of this world

Of people who lives there

Ugh......this isn't the first time when I was like this.

But it was a long time ago when was my depression this bad.

With a sight, I stand up and get dressed and prepared for school. I ran down to the stairs, kissed my mum on the cheek, grabbed a snack and ran to school.

„Have a nice day honey, love you “

„Love you too mum“

With that, I left home.

Weather wasn't that bad, but it seemed like it was gonna rain.

Second time in the day I sighted and kept my way to the school.

The next school gate was few bullies, btw Kacchan was there too.
He looked at me and showed me his middle finger.
I smiled and showed him mine.

I can say he was in shock. I've never done anything like this before.

'I'm gonna get beat up so bad' I thought to myself, running beside them.

The school was bored as always, so I just stared out from the window and wished the end of the world.

When was a lunch break a
I was still sitting there, half asleep. But somebody ruined my chance of taking a nap with a big and pretty heated explosion.

I screamed and fell from the chair.

„YOU PIECE OF SHIT. DO YOU THINK YOU CAN LOOK DOWN AT ME? WHY DON'T YOU FINALLY KILL YOURSELF AND PROVE US A LITTLE BIT OF PEACE?“

'I'm tired'

I just sighed and looked up to Kacchan with a light smile.

„Shut the fuck up“

He looked at me with sock

I stand up

„Right now I don't give a shit about you or your friends. I just wanna sleep and get away from this weird mood. So please, go away and stop bothering me.“

I walked away.
I don't care where.
I just wanted to get away from them.

„DEKU YOU LITTLE PIECE OF QUIRKLESS SHIT!!! HOW DARE YOU ANSWERING ME LIKE THAT??!!!! I'm GONNA DO TO YOU SOMETHING THAT BAD, SO YOU ARE NOT GONNA WALK TOMORROW!!“

I groaned, turned around so I could face Kacchan.

„Look Bakugo, I am not gonna let you rape me or something. I just wanna eat my lunch, take a nap and after that, you can do me whatever you want. Not like you wouldn't do something like that to me.“

He just watched me leave, confused by my words. I left him there.

I sit behind the school, peacefully eating my lunch and thinking about how bad I am gonna get beat up by Kacchan and his friends.

He is pretty cool though. He will be definitely a good hero in the future.
That reminds me...... I am giving up.

I giving up everything

My dream

My life

My future

I am a quirkless thought, so I can't be a hero.
I chuckled, getting up and heading back to the classroom.

I opened doors, meanwhile, everybody kept watching me, and that was pissed me off.

„You have a problem with me? “ I growled at them.

They just kept watching me with a nervous look so I just walking beside them and set at my chair.

But guess what?

That bastard Bakugo, kicked the chair so I just fell.

Well, almost.

Before he was able to do anything I sit up on the desk and crossed my legs in the cross.

At the same time, our class president start yelled at me. Like on a little child.

'I am tired' I thought to myself.

„Midoriya sit on your chair please“

I looked at the teacher and responded

„Sorry, but my chair was kicked away by Bakugo here, so I had to sit on the desk“

The teacher started muttering something, and I've got tired again so I just lay down on the floor and fell asleep.

I've dreamed about Kacchan being an angry chicken.

But someone waked me up.

I groaned and sit up.

„Why the fuck people can't let me sleep at least eight hours in the piece? Why are they keeping me awake?“ I yelled.

I looked at the person next to me.

It was a doctor.

I looked at him the second time, confused.

His eyes whined and he started bombarding me with questions.

„How are you feeling?“ he asked first

„Like when somebody hit me with a truck“

„Good, that is not as bad like I was worrying“

„ ...“

Doktor started writing something into his notebook and I was sleepy again.

„Mr. Midoriya do you know that you were in coma a whole week?“

I started coughing

„WHAT?  A WHOLE WEEK!? WHY?“

„We don't know for now but you make sure that we are working on answers“

I folded my head

'I'm tired'

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I know I am a shitty actor so if you find mistakes text me and I am gonna correct them.