johnny
y/n's been out all night. i am surprised? no. it's 2:34am and i'm still here waiting for her.
i hear the apartment door hinge open to reveal my drunk girlfriend. she looks at me , almost crossed-eyed. 'h-hi baby'
she says to me while walking towards me. 'hi' i reply to her , she's slurring all her words. i help her get into bed and she falls asleep. as she's asleep i notice a love bite on her neck. i don't even care anymore. i'm sick of this. i just lay down. i know she's cheating. she knows she is. why can't she just tell me already and give me the pain so i can take it? the only thing keeping me going at this point is my feelings. i love her. i'm in love with her. sometimes i wonder if i ended it all would she even care? god what is wrong with me , of course she doesn't care john , she doesn't love you anymore. i turn to my side and just go to sleep.
y/n
i wake up and john's not here. i go down stairs and he's in the living room just staring at the plain white wall. his shirt is off and he's wearing his favorite pair of shorts. 'good morning' i say trying to start a conversation. he looks up at me and laughs to himself in disbelief. 'what's wrong' i ask. 'what's on your neck' he's asks me. 'what? nothing' 'look in the mirror' i go up to the top of the fire place and look in our mirror , taking a look at the huge love bite on my neck. 'johnny i-' 'don't' he interrupts. 'let me explain!' 'it's okay i already know the drill , you went out , got so drunk you had no idea what you were doing and you have no idea how that got there' i didn't say anything , it's spot on what he just said to me. 'thought as much' he said walking out of the room. 'wait john!' 'what' 'i'm sorry' 'i'm sure' 'i really am , john you deserve way better than me , i understand completely if you wanna leave me' i say tearing up. 'you wanna know why i haven't left you yet. it's because i'm in love with you. and i can't stop. i love you so much i allow you to hurt me and it's not right , it's not right at all , but i can't stop , because i'm in love with you and i'm a fool for you.
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