Her House, My Rules

Chapter 54

"Are you being serious right now?" Hawk frowned darkly. "There's nothing worse than sitting with a woman who obviously keeps secrets and destroys his man on purpose."My words embarrassed her.

"You also keep secrets." She destroyed my inner peace. "Can you please leave? I want to be alone." My heart pounding, she said vaguely. "If you're going to blame me for my mother's mistakes then, we don't have to be together anymore."

Her words broke me down, entirely. I didn't care about the words, Oh no! but the way she said it, made things worse. The tone she used to reclaim her wishes, got me all over the place. There I was, in the middle of an argument, begging her mouth to stop breaking my heart in millions of pieces. I held the pain to myself for as long as I could, please, stop breaking me. I begged my heart not to listen.

"Stop being so defensive!" I said in steel tones. "Stop being selfish and immature. I'm not mad at you for telling me the truth. I'm just confused. Why did you keep it from me? Why didn't you tell me about it sooner?"I yelled at her but it was more than anger. Love was still crawling into my voice. It was hard to close the door behind me and walk away when I know deep down, I didn't want to condemn her for her mother's sins.

"I didn't mean to hurt you." She paused, turning the TV on, trying to hide the guilt under her skin. "I'm sorry."

"Then why?" I insisted. "You owe me an explanation." I grabbed the remote from her hands and turned the TV back off.

"I don't." She said sharply. "There's nothing left to say." She avoided eye contact.

"Is it something I've done?" My voice was calmer, my tone was gentler. I wanted to gain her trust, I wanted to listen to her instead of punishing her inside my mind. "Please, talk to me... What can I do to make it right? What can I do for you to tell me everything? Hazel, I'm trying to give you my all but why can't you do the same?" I sighed. "And plus, your mother's mistake is not a valuable reason for us to break up."

"Perhaps not, but I don't want to hurt you anymore, Hawk." She admitted. "I feel terrible... I'm sorry for everything." Hot tears blurred her vision. "I know you're trying to make it right but you can't forget the fact that my parents murdered your father. That's the sad truth."

"It wasn't your fault." I tried to convince her by dragging positive thoughts inside her head. "You were wrong for keeping it from me but nobody's perfect, Hazel. I forgive you." I caressed her gentle face with the base of my fingers. "Leave it in the past. I just want you to be real with me and be my woman. I'm not asking you for anything else, I just need your love and affection. That's all I'm asking for."

"B... But..." I grabbed her chin slowly and embraced her lips with broken kisses.

Her hands wrapped around my neck and my head fell forward. My mouth came down on hers, refusing to release her soft lips from mine this time, I stroked my thumb at the center of her throat, squeezed the back of her neck with the rest of my fingers and pulled her body towards me.

"Shh..." I strained to take a deep breath. "Just kiss me..." The thirst in my voice was out of control. The hunger under my skin was pulsating my little veins, disturbingly.

Sweets create cavities, they say, but her lips tasted like fresh Honey. What could go wrong? 

Her saliva was warming me up inside. I was craving more than just her pink lips.

"Slow... Down..." She whispered, between kisses. "I'm...already...yours." Her words completed me.

"How dare you?" I agreed with a flirty question. "I don't want to slow down." My mouth found hers, once again as I stroked her sensitive neck with my full right hand. I kissed her again, again and again until she was out of breath. She was craving me so badly, she was hungry for my unknown naked skin and so was I. Her legs were laying on each side of my knees as my eyes melted with passion and strong desire.

World war III was about to begin.

Grab your popcorn, relax and enjoy the war between two naked bodies, swirling against each other.

"Babe... Wait!" She stopped kissing me. "I'm tired, baby." Her rejection was cold but fair.

Maybe not.

"What's wrong?" I asked, worried. "Are you feeling okay?" Her face revealed the misery in her eyes. "I understand baby, we don't have to do anything." I kissed her forehead and pulled away slowly. "Let's watch a movie. Do you want me to cook you something?"

"Hawk, my love," My name tasted like sweet lemon on her tongue. "I'm full..." Her stomach disagreed with her answer, uproariously.

"Then why was your stomach howling, just now?" I chuckled, with a funny tone. "Babe, you're my responsibility now. You're carrying my baby and I have the right to make you feel special in any kind of way. You're my baby girl, I'll do anything for you. Don't you ever forget that?"

Hazel, you're my queen, the melody of my heartbeat.

"Of course, babe." Her pride rejoiced the passion in her voice. "I know that already. You're the best boyfriend in the whole universe." Her words echoed my own sentiments. "I love you, Handsome." She repeated the last three words over, over and over again until her lips reached mine in a fresh romantic french kiss.

"I...love... you, too..." I whispered between kisses. "Beautiful."

"Let me enjoy your strong arms." My body carried hers on the bed as she laid her head on my chest in slow motion. "Hold me tight, don't let go." She ordered, peacefully. "I want to stay like this, forever."

I'll make you mine forever.

"I won't let go." I locked my fingers into her soft hair as I caressed her scalp, gently. "I'll always be there to protect you, to love and to cherish you every second, every minute of my living days. That's a promise."

Hazel gave me a final look. I was fighting my happy tears from myself. 

"Thank you for loving me, Hawk." Her voice crashed my ears with strong weaknesses. Goosebumps flew all over my body. I felt lucky to have Hazel by my side, as my girlfriend and my future wife.

"No, Hazel." I pulled her head upward and gave a gentle pop kiss. "Thank you."

As soon as she turned the lights off, she started to rub her feet against mine. I flipped the white comfortable cover on top of us, the warmth of the bed cherished our skin, wonderfully. Her heart was racing like a lost vehicle. So was my electric bomb penis. I told him to stay low. I told him not to get hard but I just couldn't control him anymore. He was destroying my boxer, intentionally.

The desire to make love to Hazel was irresistible. I wanted to undress her and laminate her naked body against mine. I was craving her, deeply and It was too late to go back to normal. Her lips were already swirling inside my mouth, dangerously.

We were kissing so passionately. I lost myself into her lovely arms.

Sexually excited. I was dying to make love to this girl.

Goddamn! How on earth am I supposed to resist her perfect body and her wet underwear under the sheets?

"I tried my best to keep my hands to myself but you know what..." I choked the center of her neck until she was out of air. "I failed..." I let go gently as I flew my right hand under her pink dress and whispered. "You're mine tonight... I'd like to use your thighs as earmuffs..." I flew my head between her legs as I pulled her underwear all the way down to her knees with my strong teeth. "Wetness was falling fast, drenching my warm tongue, urgently."

I wanted to devour her meat.

So Badly.