In the world we walk without a clue of today or tomorrow. But in our lives theres always sorrow. I don't understand anymore I even question the lord. Pining all day long has been a habi, now its a single memory just like all the smile and laughs in my life. You saw me dive? I must have been gone. I can't find a reason to but that everyone expects me to. Everyone judges me and I got tired I don't know who to be. I love many but who loves me? Jocker is up in the sky but hes your answer to your why. I can't foretell but I like to yell. When they lookat me they see a failure. But he used to tell me that I was a warrior. But I cant find her aymore. He saw many things but I only see the opposite. I cry at night from all the nightmares from all of the scary tales. I look in the mirror and wish I hadn't. Im discouraged from all of the pain I've felt that I get scared.
