Regret (SepticGames fanfic)

Chapter one: memories

Jack's P.O.V.

I awaken in my room in a bed which is so cheap it makes my back ache. Ever since Will has left me my life has been going completely down hill, a rundown house... I'm having a baby and I don't think I can give it a good life unfortunately. Taking out my phone I look at the pictures taken when me and Will were together, boy did I take those times for granted, even though I appreciated it I still should've been more grateful for the time before my life has turned to shit... We always take everything for granted because they can be gone in an instant. My finger taps a photo and I remember it so clearly to the point I even remember what we were wearing. Will was wearing a purple cap, purple jacket with black T-shirt under the jacket and dark grape purple pants. I recall wearing black jeggings, lime green tank top and a purple choker with star decorations on it. Will gave me the choker and I keep it in my dresser. I love that choker, I wish to completely forget about him but that's the last thing which reminds me of him besides the baby. 

Sometimes I really wish I could sell off the choker but it's just too beautiful, I've never worn a more fashionable accessory of neckwear but despite my praise of it's beauty I still can't bring myself to even look at it... Good thing I put it in my highest left drawer since that's where I put all the clothes I barely use. I turn off my phone and put it in my pocket not wanting to see anymore pictures of the good old days which will never be, it's like a fairy tail now, therefore fairy tails don't come true so neither will this. Getting up I go to the window and open the curtains allowing the warm light of summer day to shine on my miserable face. There are bags under my eyes from crying so much and I highly doubt I have to explain why I was crying, I never want to deal with another heartbreak like that again. It's just so unfortunate to have that happen to you. I remember that day... The day he cheated on me, the worst day of my life. Will showed completely no shame about it which just saddens me even more, he wouldn't even apologize. I must move on now.

My belly growls as an indication I feel hunger... There's barely anything to consume right now and I must go grocery shopping. A sigh escapes my lips and I head outside not bothering to put on a coat since it's a warm summer's day. What I'm wearing right now are some fancy green shoes and a green maternity dress. My car isn't that fancy and my house is small and rundown since I don't have a job right now. The keys are in my pocket and I get them out. A clicking noise comes from the car door once I stick it in where it needs to be. Getting the car I turn it on so I can drive and I drive my way towards the grocery store which isn't too far since it's just a couple blocks away. Around five minutes pass and I quickly get there due to the fact that traffic didn't hold me up and it's a really close destination as I've mentioned. Minutes pass and I arrive there and see a fancy car. It's such a nice looking car and I can't look away till the honk of a car snaps me out of my state of being unfocused and I quickly go to a parking spot which isn't too hard to get.

I get out of my car and get my shopping cart before entering the grocery store. The store is full of people who're buying food of course and I walk further but see someone who I think is familiar despite only seeing the back of their head. It's Will... I really don't know if I can talk to him after all that's happened. He cheated on me and wouldn't even apologize, he didn't even seem like he regretted it. Suddenly his head turns faces me due to him looking around at first but once his eyes land on me his crystal blue eyes widen. "Jack?" He mumbles which indicates there's no doubt it's Will. Walking to him I want to confront him. My mouth opens to say something but I'm silenced by Will talking first. "Jack, I-I'm so sorry!" Will says gripping my shoulders and tears welling up in his eyes to my surprise. Does he actually regret what he did that time ago? "I'm so sorry! If I could turn back time and undo what I did I would!" Will says crying even more and hugging me.

"Will, you can still make it right. Seth is NOT a good guy. You have to break up with him." I tell Will for his own good. I can tell there's something off with Seth, who he cheated on me with. "Honestly, I've been considering this lately but I don't know if I can." Will admits wiping his tears away. So even he knows. "Even if I didn't want to get back with you I'd still want you to breakup with him." I tell Will but cover my mouth after realizing what slipped out in that sentence. "You want to be with me again? Why?" Will asks confused and I grip on the side of my head pulling my dyed green hair feeling silly. At the end of the aisle we're in I see a familiar brown haired male... Seth. I hate him so much. My eyes squint as a glare and Will almost opens his mouth probably to asks why I'm glaring like that but is interrupted by Seth hugging him from behind abd kissing his neck. As Seth does this he puts two cans of soup in the cart.