The Distraction

Chapter 3

A/N: Hello again loves! As some of you guys may of saw I posted an Authors note, but deleted it after. It talked about how I was going to lose my phone, but I ended up being able to keep it. I'm sorry to the people who saw it and thought it was rude. I didn't mean to come off as rude, I was slightly pissed off that I was going to lose my phone. But, at the end of the day, I was able to keep it! So, sorry if I sounded rude, I didn't mean to. Anyways, love you guys! Also, the whisper challenge had to be taken out because it was very difficult to write. Sorry if you guys were looking forward to that! -Heaven

XO Shelbs<3

Xoxo- Heaven

Shel's point of view

I watched as Heaven walked out of the room. I avoided eye contact with Luke. I looked at the floor, and felt ashamed. I should of told him before showing him. I bite my lip and the silence was starting to turn into tension. Tension that shouldn't be there. Luke was the first one to speak up and break me out of my little gaze from the floor. "We can get through this babe..." His voice cracked and I looked up at him and saw his eyes filled with tears. "What if we can't luke? I have never had this big of a breakdown Luke. When you left, I... I didn't know what to do. Yeah, I had Heaven, but how much can she actually do to help me? Get you off my mind? Text me when you're too busy? Cuddle with me when I feel lonely? We both know that I'm only going to relapse as soon as you leave again. As long as we're together, the harder it will only get when you leave to go on tour" I said looking into Luke's eyes as he took in every word. The only emotion I saw was hurt. "What are you saying Shel? Do you want to break up? Will that make the pain go away?" Luke asked, his voice slightly raising. I looked back at the ground and thought everything over. Would it be better to break up?

I sighed and looked at Luke "Luke, I love you so much. I can't lose you. It will honestly be the death of me. You don't understand how much you mean to me. If the scars on my body isn't proof enough, I don't know what more I can do to show you. You're honestly the reason that I'm breathing right now. I love you so much." I said my voice barely even a whisper. I watched as Luke came over to Heaven's bed and sat down next to me. "Shel, you're my world. You mean so much to me. It hurts me to see you in pain when I leave. We'll get through this. You should of came to me about this. I understand that I'm busy with the band and the tour. But you should of came to me with this. I would of helped you-" Luke was caught off by me kissing him. I don't know what came over me, I just felt the sudden urge to kiss him.

Luke was shocked but instantly started to kiss me back. I felt his hands on my hips and he pulled me onto his lap. I gently pulled on his lip and heard him groan. He moved back onto the bed and laid back on it. I was currently straddling him hips and started to kiss his neck. I debated on if I should give him a hickey. "Hey babe, do you have anywhere important to go soon?" I asked my lips still close to his neck. "No, not until about a week" He said confused. Before he could say anything else I started to attack his neck again. Whatever he was about to say was cut off by him moaning. I felt his hands find my butt and he squeezed it lightly. I kept sucking and biting on his neck until I was happy.

I pulled away from his neck and looked into his almost black eyes. I smirked and felt him flip us over. "You know, teasing isn't very nice" Luke said in a husky voice that made me want to moan just hearing him talk. I bit my lip and luke started to kiss my neck like I did to his. I moaned out and grabbed onto his hair and wrapped my legs around his waist. I felt him start to suck on my neck and I pulled his hair slightly. I felt his hands start to travel up my shirt and that's when I knew we had to stop. "Luke. We..we can't. The boys are downstairs and you and I both know that I'm not quiet. I can't be quiet." I said out of breath. I felt Luke pull away and look at me. "Okay, it's fine. I understand" Luke smiled at me and kissed my lips gently. "Go to the bathroom and fix your little problem" I said and gently brushed my hand against his crotch and heard him moan out. "Damn it Shel. The things you do to me" Luke got up and went to the bathroom.