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I still find small reminders of you
tucked away in crafty hiding places
throughout my day

almost as if by muscle memory
I felt fingertips lightly grazing my forearm
and the memory of it
stole my breath away
the rush I would get
from feeling how strong you were
how I would get so mesmerized by the tendons
and by the veins lying right beneath your skin
it was exhilarating

when I play with another boys hair
it's never as fine as yours
and I have never seen another
with the exact dirty blonde you have
I can't play with others hair
without thinking of you

I've realised I've come to like
the colour red
and looking at cars
and even brown eyes
more than I did before you

why are your favourite things
now my own?

is this what they mean
when they say you absorb another,
absorb another's personality?

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