I Dont Deserve You.....(Ceasar Diaz Fan Fic)

Jealousy

A/N:The pic shows flames new hair

We are leaving and I turn to ceasar."Hey should I dye my hair red"I say curiously.Ceasar stares at me in shock."You dont seem like a red typa girl "he answers.I roll my eyes "its my fave color"I reply suddenly annoyed.As I turn away I catch a glimpse of his sad face.And feel a twinge of guilt."Im so sorry.I am just in a really bad mood" I say sweetly he nods and faces me."And by the way you look good no matter what.Dye your hair"He sais to me approvingly.He is so sweet I think to myself as my heart flutters.Suddenly we are there and oskar waves to me and ceasar.We say bye and walk out of the door.I walk up to the door and ceasar holds it open.He is such a gentleman.As I walk into the resturaunt I notice jamal and run to him."Hey jamal,what tables need me"I ask eager.He points to a table across the room that contains a sweet looking family."That is table five,have fun"And with that I walk towards the family and begin."Hello,What would you guys like to drink?"The man of the family starts "Ill just have water"he nods and I write it down"And you miss"I say as sweetly as possible.She considers it for a second "rasberry iced tea,please"she sais.I nod as I write."And what would you like sweety?"I say to the adorable little girl.She giggles "Juicy, pe-lease"she sais giddy.I jot it down and walk up to the kitchen and when I do I see the one and only,paula.I read her the paper trying to hold back the need to punch her."A water,a rasberry iced tea and a juice"I say through gritted teeth.I set the paper down and lean on the counter and wait till she is done making the drinks.When she is done I set them on a tray and walk out.I serve the family there drinks.And try to shake off the bad mood."Are you guys ready to order?"I say softly.They nod and the wife passes me the menus.And the dad begins "Chorizo and biscuits for everyone"I nod and write it down.
I walk into the kitchen and set down the menus and hand paula the order. She nods and starts cooking.I notice ceasar washing dishes and say hi to him as paula cooks.I wait until paula is looking and lean in and press my lips against ceasars.She rolls her eyes and turns away.As me and ceasar kiss jamal walks in and yells."Dont kiss near the dishes!you two will contaminate them!"I laugh as I pull fron ceasar.Jamal is so over dramatic.He opens his eyes with horror "Great,now we need to bleach the dishes"he sais annoyed.And me and ceasar crack up.Jamal rolls his eyes "less smochy,more worky"he sais annoyed.I walk away from ceasar and sigh.I hate to not be near him.Suddenly I notice paulas cooking.Is she cooking the biscuits on a saucepan.My eyes widen.She is a terriable cook.I stop her "You are doing this all wrong.If you cook biscuit with a suacepan the insude wont cook and the botton of it will be burnt!"I gasp.She looks at me curiously "then how am I supposed to cook them?" she sais stupidly.I push her aside and remove the suace pan.I grab a cake pan and put the biscuits on it and put them in the oven.I turn on the heat.I then grab the chorizo from the fridge and a clean skillet and season the chorizo as it cooks.I take a spatula and seperate the chorizo.I take out the biscuits once there done and set them on plates.I then pour the chorizo over the biscuits.And when I am done I notice ceasar staring at me "were did you learn to cook like that?"he asks curiously.And as he does I have flashback.

.2007 july 23rd......I am three years old.Oskar is over.Me and oskar are my moms lil helpers when she is cooking.Currently we are helping her make tamales.We are mixing the maza with our hand but we are wearing gloves.I turn to mom."Mommy,when I grow up I want to be a cook just like you"I say innocently.And oskar adds "yeah me to".Suddenly my mother expression changes.It looks sad.She grabs the two of us "No you two will be better.You guys will be something great."she sais holding back tears.She looks at oskar "Do you understand?"she asks.Oskar nods "Yes mrs.Lopez"he sais obedient.My mom looks at me "And you" she sais serious.I look down.I really wanna be a cook but I dont wanna hurt my mom."I understand"I say relunctantly."Now take oskar home"she sais wiping away her tears.I walk oskar home and when I get back mom and dad are fighting about money again.I hate it when they fight.It sounds like glass breaking in my ears."But if you wernt a dumb cook.We would have money!"My dad yells at my mom.He is drunk.I run crying to my room.

Now....
As the flasback ends I struggle to hold back the tears but I win.I answer ceasar question "My mom taught me how"I say softly.Ceasar can see the pain in my eyes.And he pats my back."Its not your fault they died"he sais sweetly.I nod and leave the kitchen.I serve the family there food."Here you go"I say as I set the  plates down.The family nods and I go to the bathroom to rinse my face......

The bathroom......
I run the water as I splash it against my face.Suddenly as I turn of the faucet paula walks in.She looks upset."Are you okay"I ask curiously.I hate her guts but thats besides the point."No!You got promoted and I am stuck as a waitress"I shake my head in shock "What?"I say curiously.She rolls her eyes."Ceasar told dwayne what a good cook you are and dwayne sais you are the new cook."She sais annoyed.Why is she such a brat.I try to be nice and she treats me like I am stupid.She continues "Its okay I will just steal your man"she sais evil like.I can not take her anymore."Listen,ceasar loves me and only me.You were just a one night stand.Get over yourself!He could never love whore like you!"I yell.I am suddenly breathless with anger.That felt so good.I stomp out of the bathroom.And walk to table five."Here is your bill"I say and walk to the kitchen.And I cook until the resturaunt closes.Me and ceasar leave once it closes and I tell him to go home cause I am going to the hair salon.

The hair salon.......
"How do you want the dye?"the stylist asks sweetly.I think about it for a second "highlights"I say.She nods "are you sure,this dye is permanent"She sais.And I nod.She puts it into my hair.

10 minutes later.........
She just finished dying my hair and she turns me to the mirror."I love it!"I shout.I pay her.Now just to show my freinds.

A/N:Thnx for reading.Hope you guys enjoyed.Pls comment to give me any ideas of yours for the story or to tell me about any spelling mistakes.And please vote to support it.XoXo bye my lil roses.