*Hailey's P.O.V*
People say, Love Kills Slowly. What if their right? You fall for someone and hold so many memories with them, and they just, Slip away. You have no idea what to do anymore. Your addiction with self harm became worse. Every night you find yourself crying yourself to sleep dragging that shiny blade across your wrist. As if the blade could talk, every time you look at them, a soft voice in your head says, 'Welcome back, did you miss us?'
Its been a year since Codie died, I still feel him in my presance every night. Ive been a wreak without him, i dont eat, i dont sleep and i dont dare to step in his house. I couldve saved him. He would still be here if i wasnt so stupid!
-FLASHBACK-
I was walking home from Codie's house late at night. The sweet sound of Peirce The Veil fill my ears. I see a text from Codie, 'Hailey...I want you to know. I love you, I always will. You mean everything to me.' I know something is wrong so i run back to his house and storm through the front door, up to his room and i open up the door and stand there, just staring at Codies lifeless body on the floor. I see everything in his room, scattered as if someone broke in. I notice the knife in his chest. I kneel down next to him and cry holding his hand in mine. He didnt deserve to die. I couldve saved his life if i stayed a little bit longer.
-PRESANT DAY-
Everyday, i find my self thinking of Codie. How i couldve saved him. How he would still be here with me, How i wouldnt be so alone. But he's gone, thats all that i can think of, and that wont change.
