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Help me ? "She said "
I know you know that we're not on the same page but when God wanted to help ADAM&EVE he did and the reason behind it was no sympathy but love. It obviously appears to portray that you're no god and I'm no Adam nor eve, but if you really wanted to help
wouldn't you do it ? Ill change the question to why wouldn't you want to ? I don't remember god punishing people for helping others nor do I remember that being a part of a society is a sin.
You see the problem here is you probably asked yourself if I'm the one that got myself into this cell of hopelessness why would I want to go out ? Or worse why don't I get myself out ?
Let's leave metaphors for a second and turn this assemble of words into reality, see the thing in reality you can either go to prison for doing something wrong
or you go because they think you did something wrong like you're some suspect that was given enough proof to get locked ,to be in a place where you're not supposed to be is a sin against the rules of the universe yet you never know if there are rules , if you're actually where you're not supposed to be . Sometimes all you know is how to sit in a corner and question yourself,
About what ? Existence
probably. This actively illustrates that You ask questions due to the reason of a situation which is in my case why did god decide that I have to be in the universe for a certain period of time and I
believe that happened for a reason not quite sure what it is yet. On the other hand I want to pay the universe back, show it that I'm enough for whatever job I was
assigned to do, but am I really? I mean I was chosen for a reason but isn't not knowing the reason is a devastating thing ? To not know if you're actually created for a job, you know that feeling when you think you're something important to people but all you do is serve coffee in important meetings instead ? In another perspective I see serving coffee could change how things go, right ? isn't that how the universe works ? I get an order wrong I go to change it I save an old lady's life while she's crossing the street and that lady happens to be the president's mom that he will some how help me achieve my dreams, if you think about life that way you
would never stop helping people yet that isn't what this is about there's no coincidences and I'm looking for someone to help me, and no "" don't look for certain things if the universe wants you
to find them it will bring it to you "" whole theory was never convincing, I mean I only believe in logic that contains math and physics, hire someone to hide from
you your favorite t shirt if you don't use your brain to think of the way the other person thinks and try looking for your t-shirt it would never come running
to you , don't tell me about coincidence unless you're living in some type of movie, there is no such thing as coincidences  everything is perfectly planned by a power
above our consciousness which in my religion we call that power god , I'm not sure if It's a power or some sort of i dont know what
but what I know for sure that god has a term we haven't created
yet or an explanation , something where every law breaks , you know the time where going to the moon was impossible or when no one ever thought of visiting it ? Its the same concept
yet no one will ever think of it or it will never be possible , its forever the letter X and whenever we try to solve X it isn't the reality of it for example I'll tell
you that X=3 and in another paper X=996 and X=H we don't know if its real or not  you can never argue on X its unknown , X#3 but depending  on the equation you're solving
its 3 , I could go on forever in this ..no one ever said the equation was right and that 1+1=2 they are numbers to limit or let me say develop a human's brain to live in such a
world where oxygen became a formula and a human's knowledge is based on numbers
another human gave it to him on a paper . You see molecules don't just explode
and scientifically unsolved mysteries don't just happen out of nowhere , I make a certain mixture for example by combining molecules and atoms that define a certain object
it doesn't t just make itself . I'm really not here to prove that god exists or anything I mean how could I prove such power but who are you to deny such power too ?
Who created molecules the ones that you assume created you ? Who made molecules explode in such way where they decided that earth will be the place for u and oxygen
is what you will breath but not helium or carbon , and did they decide ? Are you getting the point I'm trying to present ? IM sorry math lovers to hear that and I'll tell you im not disrespecting
I believe in Einstein and tesla , newton and Addison for such a genius way to use the numbers to try and figure the universe with the only tool they were given
in spite of the fact that the word universe is quite sketchy I mean is it really a uni verse the only verse there ? wouldn't you want to believe that these molecules
had a greater purpose ? As a matter of fact I strongly think that Im a copy in a an alternate universe yet saying alternate universe is non sense ?
Like a parallel life to a uni life ? a long the lines imagine me trying to make a copy of a paper with no such thing as a the term "copy " or copy machine and if I try to hand copy it , it
won't be the exact same for the reason that the hand writing is different and could never be the same even if it was written by the same computer and person
everything else will make it different let's say time or weather, certain combinations of molecules in the whole universe . So believing in another universe and still
calling it a universe won't actually draw my attention .
what would you think about when you're falling into a black hole ?would you give up and let your floating body slowly get ripped by the gravitational force or fight for it ? What if it was a white hole , knowing that there is a chance of surviving by reaching the other end ? You wouldn't worry as much and as long . Now here's another point where I question the human brain , scientifically proven that if you reach the event horizon of a black hole you have no chance of getting out ( from that end at least ) but if you answered yes to the second question about white wholes , im sorry but white whole are just theories such as worm holes , but what if they do exist and you somehow mysteriously survive and reach the other end ( knowing that white wholes do not suck corps in they just push light and maybe corps out ) would you enter the parallel universe? Is there a gate way ?
but again who am I ? Just a teenager that started by writing about helping others to what's beyond the human mind