7.16.19
1:24am
So... nowadays, a lot of people my age are having sex.
And like a shit ton of it to say the least. I don't really understand why it's so important to them.. like it's literally one dudes dick going into your vagina and moving in and out. and that's basically sex.
Me being a teenager and all, people expect me to like dudes, or girls or whatever and just wanna have sex, but honestly i'd just sit back and say.. "eh. I'll pass."
I like sex, don't get me wrong, I love it. But it's just not as important to me as it to most other people.
That was until i got to Atlanta.
I was born and somewhat raised in Seattle, Washington. Green state.
I lost my virginity in 2018. In the summer. In July.
It was a very new and awkward experience that I don't really like to talk about, but for your guy's sake, I'll probably end up telling you at some point anyways.
But yeah, I lost my virginity last summer.
At first after I lost it, i had sex like.. everyday for the next few months after.
Then school started up again and it kinda slowed down.
Note: I had only been having sex with one person.
He was my first real relationship, but he wasn't my first love. We were 8 months into our relationship when we started having sex, and we both took each other virginity. We both waited until we thought we were ready, and we were all about each other. sounds like the perfect relationship. #foreverinlove right? Wrong.
We were constantly on and off since the beginning of our relationship. We would break up, and then we'd have make up sex. Then we'd last a couple months, then we'd repeat the process. When I first started dating him I thought he was the one. I mean, when I met him he was sweet, caring, a little ugly, but that was cool cause I was desperate. Turns out, he's a liar, and a backstabber. We stopped fucking everyday. But somehow we still managed to fuck at lease once a month. And that was my pace. When we broke up officially in February, 2019, I got my second body. He ( C ) was the first ever African American I've ever been with sexually. (I'm black too. just though you should know.) C was like.. my escape. Then in march, I took this kids (N) virginity.
I had sex at least once a month like a period, up until may.
May 5, 2019 is when I flew down to Georgia to stay with some family on my dads side. I started fucking my cousins best friend. He (R) and I fucked like.. a lot. A lot, a lot.. And I've been having a shit ton of sex ever since.
