Hey everyone! see that girl in the photo with the blonde hair? Thats me!
My name is Taylor Rose Floyd.. i know weird name right?
Anyways, i'm 18, i'm a senior in High School and i absolutely hate my life...
I get bullied in school by Justin Bieber, probably one of the biggest assholes you'll ever meet! Justin doesn't hit me he just verbally bullies me, but when i get home i get abused by my dad. I just wish my dad would love me again, but when my mom died in a car crash when i was ten well thats when my life went down hill. After that, i got so depressed i started cutting, i try to stop, but i just cant seem too.
Anyways, i heard the my english teacher, Mrs. Rosin is putting everyone in partners and we have to do a presentation on each others life.. I just hope i DONT get Justin since he's in my english class, but if i do i just hope he's nicer outside of school then he is inside.
Anyways... i gotta go! i have school tomorrow... yay.. (note the sarcasm)
I woke up in the morning to my alarm clock going off. i pressed SNOOZE and got out of bed, I did my daily morning routine, i brush teeth, wash face, you guys know how it goes. after i walked out of my bathroom i got dressed, I was wearing blue jeans, a white sweatshirt that said 'LIMITED EDITION' on it in big black capital letters with black converse. (just because i'm bullied doesn't mean i'm not going to make an effort to dress nice)
Once i entered school guess who approached me? if u guessed Justin Bieber you're right! "look it's the little slut!" he laughed with his friends, i started to tear up. "Just leave me alone Justin please.. just for one day!" I tried walking away, but he pulled me back. "whats that i hear?! Little Taylor is finally standing up for herself?!" they laughed again "yeah right!" I just sighed.
i quickly scurried off to my locker, but just my luck it was 4 away from Justin's. I quickly grabbed my things and went off to class, but sadly since i had nearly every class with Justin i couldn't get away from him even if i tried. i sighed and sat in my seat in the back. Sadly, Justin always seems to sit one desk behind me. He only sits behind me just to annoy me all through class, sometimes i got to the bathroom and never come back, but thats only if he says mean things to me sometimes he'll mention my dad abusing as a joke because he doesn't have a clue that he actually does. well my math teacher Mrs. Collins just started talking so i have to focus now..
Justin's POV
Right now i'm sitting behind Taylor Rose Floyd she's so annoying, i bet you she could be nice maybe even beautiful if i got to know her, but that takes time, time i dont feeling like wasting getting to know a girl like her. Anyways, we're in math class and our teacher Mrs. Collins is talking about some math shit i could careless about.
THE BELL RINGS!
Finally, i decided to mess with Taylor in a way that would confused her, i smacked her ass, winked at her and walked out. i laughed mentally to myself cause of how stupidly shocked her face was.
Taylor's POV
What the hell?! Justin just smacked my ass and winked at me! ugh! i hate me so much it makes me want to scream!
AFTER SCHOOL!
i'm walking home right now looking down at my fresh new cuts i did last night that i didn't realize i bumped into someone, "watch it slut!" i recognized that voice anywhere, Justin's, i sighed quickly got up and kept walking. i wish my mom was still alive she would have probably hugged me and told me everything is going to be fine. I started tearing up thinking about her, but i stopped myself as soon as i reached my doorstep. i hesitated, but before i could open it my dad did "what the hell are you doing out here?!" i could smell alcohol on his breath as he took me by my hair and dragged me in. i shrieked in pain and started crying.
"crying never helps u little slut!" he kicked me hard in the stomach. i just kept crying, the pain was unbearable. he stopped once he heard the doorbell ring, it was that petite little lady from next door, he looked at me and said in a stern voice "don't u dare move" he went to the door answered it, in his most fake nice voice "Hello miss is there a problem?" anyone besides me would believe that he's the nicest man in the world.. reality.. he's far from that.. i heard our neighbor say "yes, i was just wondering what all the noise was coming from?" my dad answered, "i'm sorry miss there is no noise here, now if you excuse me i'm very busy" he closed the door turned to me and said "you see that i'm getting noise complaints because of you!" he kicked me in stomach "i'm s-sorry" i said starting to cry some more "SCRAM!" i ran upstairs to my room and wiped my tears.
i looked across my room to see Justin in the room across in the house next to mine and thought to myself "if he sees my life he could tell everyone and my life could most definitely be over! when in the world did he live there?!" i quickly ran into my bathroom and grabbed my razor, i started cutting while crying softly to myself. it felt like hours, but after i was done i cleaned myself off, showered then got in my Pajamas. As i was falling asleep i thought to myself 'i hate my life so much'
i hope you guys like it! i'm sorry about all the editing mistakes i ABSOLUTELY suck at editing. so yea.. this is my first story and i hope its good!
