TANIAS P.O.V
-beep-beep- "ugh" I Mumbled
swooping my hand on my clock
anyway I finally got up and brushed my teeth I put my hair in a bun
I put on my sweater and my sweatpants
I ran down stairs
"bye Cameron" I yelled to my brother
(idk why Cameron is my brother in every story 😂)
"bye" he yelled back
I walked to my car and drove to school
as always everyone teased me and made fun of me
oh well!
I walked over to my locker
"hey slut"Madison said
ahh Madison,the bad girl or whatever every girl wants to be her well accept me
"hey" I said and smiled
good work
then I giggled a little to myself
"go to hell" she said and flipped her hair
"bitch much?" I mumbled
right then the 'bad boys' came
a tall guy infront, jack g and two guys behind him my brother cam and a guy with blondish/brownish hair,matthew not like I uh care
then the rest behind them
carter,Hayes,nash,jack j,Taylor,Shawn and etc
they walked over to me and I looked at my feet right then
"look up" jack g said
my heart started to beat fast
they bullied me so much
"uhm" I said
he put two of his fingers under my chin and held my head
I didn't know what he was doing
then I saw a bunch of cameras they where all filming a video
right then a punch in the face
I broke down and fell while my head kept smashing in the lockers
i sat down I couldn't move
"oh gosh I'm sorry" he said and stock out his hand
i reached for it then he helped me up and right before I knew bam another punch
I was holding back my tears
"help me" I said to Cameron who was in the back he tried to help me but they held him back.
then thank god the bell rang
I got in late because I was cleaning my scratches and the blood Cameron came and helped me and apologised and almost cried I giggled at the way he was acting
I got to class
"miss Dallas why are you late?" my teacher said
"oh I'm sorry I was just-" I said
"just sit down-oh wait" she said
"yes?" I said
"one of your classmates wants you to be his tutor" she said with a fake ass smile
my heart started to beat really fast
who!?!?
please don't be one of the guys
please
"oh" I said faking back a smile
"yes.matthew" she said looking at Matt
my heart dropped
no
hell no
hell to the no
he is a stupid player and he's dating every girl in school,but the worst part is I was inlove with him for 4 fricken years. I know I know I'm dumb for liking him but he was so sweet the first time I met him after 3 years he changed..a lot he broke down and was a complete jerk
but why did he choose me?
he probably just wants me to beat me up
I looked over to matthew
he had a huge smirk
his feet where on the table he chewed his gum like it was the last peace he was ever going to have
he was playing with a pen
"how nice" I said and rolled my eyes
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*the day where Matt comes to her house*
I ran to my closet and grabbed a huge sweater and shorts then I put my hair in a pony tail I usually didn't curl or straighten it
I put my long boots which had heels
(kinda like Andreas style)
-ring-ring-
"oh that's Matt" I said to myself
I ran downstairs
"I'll get it" I yelled
I opened the door
"hey" Matt said tilting to the door
"um hey"i said
he kept looking at me
"what?" I said
"nothing" he said turning back to me while walking upstairs
"where's your room" he said
"there" I pointed
he got to my room and sat on the bed
"can't you ever stay away from me?" he said and smirked
"w-what? more like you can't stay away from me" I said and did a kinda sassy attitude
"yeah right" he said and giggled
"excuse me? you mean you don't think I'm good enough for you?" I said and put my hand on my waist
he giggled "there's just something about you" he said and came closer
"your so different" he said and licked his lips and came closer
"or maybe your just annoying af" he said and then started laughing his ass off
"oh my god" I said
"did you actually think I would kiss you?" he said and laughed again
"no,no I didn't." I said and faced the truth
"I'm so dumb" I said under my breath with a smile
"ofcourse you don't like me.im like the doll you use and then just throw me away because I have brown eyes and brown hair and not the idea of 'real beauty' and I obviously don't have the perfect body" I said and looked down
"I can't believe you fell for that" he said still stuck in that moment and laughed
i pushed him out to go and then I started crying
my only friends where Shawn,nash, Kian, andrea,Connor and the other O2l guys and my brother cam
and well Matt was,he was sweet he was perfect but now..
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"Shawn help." I said walking around the house on the phone with Shawn
"what should I say Tania,Matt is a fricken jerk" he said
"your right thanks" I said and smiled and hung up
the I called Connor
"sup Dallas" he said
"hey" I said
"what's wrong?"he said
"nothing" I said
"nope somethings wrong,you know what I'm picking you up right now to go shopping" he said and hung up before I could say anything
this is why I love the o2l guys
