Tear This Place Apart | Winteriron

Silently I wait.

𝓗𝓮𝔂 , 𝓲𝓽𝓼  𝓶𝓮  𝓪𝓰𝓪𝓲𝓷 . 𝓦𝓮𝓵𝓵, 𝓘 𝓪𝓶 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓼𝓪𝔂 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓿𝓮𝓻𝓼𝓲𝓸𝓷 𝓸𝓯 𝓽𝓫𝓮 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓵𝓭 𝓣𝓱𝓪𝓷𝓸𝓼 𝓷𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓼𝓷𝓪𝓹𝓭 𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝓮𝔁𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓼.𝓦𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓘 𝓶𝓮𝓪𝓷 𝓲𝓼 𝓘𝓷𝓯𝓲𝓷𝓲𝓽𝔂 𝔀𝓪𝓻 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓔𝓷𝓭𝓱𝓪𝓶𝓮 𝓷𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓮𝓷, 𝓫𝓮𝓬𝓪𝓾𝓼𝓮 𝓘 𝓪𝓶 𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓪𝓷 𝓮𝓶𝓸𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷𝓪𝓵 𝓶𝓮𝓼𝓼 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓢𝓹𝓲𝓭𝓮𝓻𝓶𝓪𝓷: 𝓰𝓼𝓻 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓳𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓭𝓸𝓮𝓼𝓷𝓽 𝓱𝓮𝓵𝓹 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓯𝓪𝓬𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓘 𝓶 𝓭𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓻𝓸𝔂𝓮𝓭. 𝓞𝓴𝓪𝔂? 𝓞𝓴𝓼𝔂. 𝓗𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓪 𝓱𝓻𝓮𝓪𝔂 𝓭𝓪𝔂 :) -𝒞𝒽𝒾𝓅

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Avengers Compound

Rhodey

It's been 2 months since the accords. Tony hasn't been the same since. He is constantly in the lab or in bed. He doesn't smile as much anymore. Sometimes at night I can just hear him sobbing in his room. I've tried to ask what's wrong or why he is like this but he just says he's fine.

I'm on my way down to the lab with a mug of coffee for him. I'm going to get it out of him today. I can't stand seeing him like this anymore.

"Hey Tone. I got you some coffee. " I say as I place it on the coffee table in his lab. "Thanks" Is all he replies with. "Tony what's wrong. And don't tell me that you're fine. Because I know you to damn well. Please. " I beg. He gets out of his desk chair and goes to sit on the sofa. He takes a deep breath then starts to break down. He starts crying and I go to hug him. He sobs into my chest and I just hug him.

We spend several minutes like that until he finally calms down. "Winter was the one who killed my parents. Steve knew. Steve and Winter almost killed me out there. I lost one of my best friends and my boyfriend." I could see how much this was hurting him. I notice that his second reactor isn't shining as bright as it used to when they were together. It's dimmer now.

" We'll find a way to get hem back, Tony. I promise. I'll do whatever it takes to see you happy again."Thanks Rhodey. Now that we have that partly resolved how about we go watch a movie in the living room? " He asks with pleading eyes. I nod "Lead the way. "

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Wakanda

Steve

The rouge Avengers and I are at Wakanda. We've been here since the whole Bucky and accords deal. I do feel bad about leaving Tony by himself in Siberia. He was one of my best friends. I know I should have told him about Bucky but I just didn't know when or how.

Speaking of Bucky, he's in the ice right now. We have been trying to find a way to get rid of everything HYDRA put in his mind and we just found one. T'challa and his doctors are going get that done so he can be a regular person again.

Before Buck went in the ice he told me to tell Tony. He wanted me to find a way to be okay with Tony. He told me on the ride to get the others that him and Tony were a couple. He told me about how it all happened and how when we were in the HYDRA bunker they had their first, probably last, kiss. I felt bad for him because I could see that he really cared about Tony.

So a week after Bucky was iced I sent Tony a letter and a phone where he can reach meme if he ever needs me ore the others. I also included that Bucky was going into the ice until we find something to help him with. Right now Natasha and I are getting to go to the compound. I know we aren't welcome there right now but Bucky is going to need Tony by his side when he gets out the ice. So I need to find a way to get to come with us for Bucky's sake.

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At the Compound

Tony

Its been a couple of weeks since Rhodey and I had our little talk. Right now me and him are trying to get Banner and Thor to come back to the compound. They know about the whole "Civil War", as everyone calls it, and signed it as well. I've been getting a little better than what I was before. I still miss them though. I love Bucky and Winter but it really hurt me to have to find out about parents that way. Also having Winter and Steve almost kill me really has me scared. I can't even give someone a proper handshake with out flinching. I can't hear a sudden noise because it just makes me have an anxiety attack.

"Tony!" Rhodey yells waving hand in front of my face. "Yes, Honeybee?" I say trying to act like everything is fine. "You zoned out half way through the conversation. Anyways they agreed to come back. They will be here tomorrow morning." He says. I nod " Great! That's just.. Perfect." I say standing. "I'm going to go outside for a bit. Ill see you later." I walk out and head to the roof top. I sit on the edge. I'm up here a lot. I like to sit up here and watch the sunset. I take out the letter and phone that Steve sent from my pocket. I know that I should be upset at him still but I just can't.

I understand why Steve didn't tell me I probably would have done the same honestly. But I haven't been able to get over what Winter did and I'm upset with Bucky for not stopping him.Then I see a quinjet landing in the empty space behind me. I stand up and go towards it. I see Natasha come out of it and she runs to me and hugs he tightly. I hug her back with same amount of force. I let her go and then I see who else was with her. We stand there just staring at each other for a while until I finally decide to hug him. I hold him tight and he hugs back with the same amount of force.

By now I just can't handle my emotions and start to cry in his arms. I feel tears fall on my shoulders and then I know he is also crying. "I'm sorry Tony. For everything. For not telling you. For leaving you there by yourself. For almost killing you. I'm so sorry Tony." He sobs. I pull away from his embrace. " Steve it's okay I understand you did what you felt was right. I would have don't the same thing if I was in your position." He nods and smiles. I smile back. "Come on guys lets go inside."

We spend the rest of the day just catching up and talking. "Tony, we actually came here to talk to you about something." Natasha said getting a bit serious. I nod and cross my arms go give myself some kind of comfort. "Okay what is it?" "We found a way to help Bucky." Steve said. I nod "And why am I being told this?" "C'mon Tony you know Bucky will be devastated if you aren't there when he wakes up. He needs you." I feel myself start so shake and I feel myself start to get emotional. " And when I needed him, he decided to run."

Steve sighs then looks at Natasha. "Tony... He had no choice. You know better than anyone that he can't control it. I know you still love him And He loves you too. If you go you can get Bucky and Winter back but only if you try to fix things with them. Plus you will not be with them alone unless you want to." I Stop shaking a little less and I think about it. " When do we go?" I ask. Steve says "Whenever you want."

I nod. "Thor and Banner are coming tomorrow so when they come we go. I'll have FRIDAY tell the what going on. But for now we should all get some rest. You can sleep in your old rooms or out here. It's your choice." With that I was off to my room. "FRI, send a message to Thor and Bruce and tell then the plan." I get to my room change into some sweatpants and a tank top. I lay there just trying to prepare for what happens next. Soon Sleep takes over me.

𝕳𝖊𝖞 𝕿𝖚𝖗𝖙𝖑𝖊 𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊 𝖜𝖊 𝖐𝖓𝖔𝖜 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖎𝖘𝖓'𝖙 𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖞 𝖑𝖔𝖓𝖌 𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖓𝖊𝖝𝖙 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖜𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖇𝖊 𝖑𝖔𝖓𝖌𝖎𝖘𝖍. 𝕭𝕿𝖂 𝖎𝖋 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖉𝖎𝖉𝖓'𝖙 𝖐𝖓𝖔𝖜 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖗𝖞 𝖍𝖆𝖘 2 𝖆𝖚𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖗𝖘. 𝕵𝖚𝖘𝖙 𝖎𝖓 𝖈𝖆𝖘𝖊 𝖘𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖔𝖓𝖊 𝖜𝖆𝖘 𝖈𝖔𝖓𝖋𝖚𝖘𝖊𝖉. 𝕬𝖑𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙. 𝕴'𝖒 𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖉𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖔𝖋𝖋. 𝕭𝖞 𝖍𝖔𝖔𝖐𝖊𝖗𝖘. (𝕯𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖙𝖆𝖐𝖊 𝖎𝖙 𝖑𝖎𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖆𝖑. 𝕴 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖆𝖑𝖑) -𝕿𝖚𝖗𝖙𝖑𝖊