Virgil

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I walked downstairs to ask Morgan a question.

"Hey Morgan? How are things going with Logan?" I asked her casually. She turned a little red.

"Well, we got into a relationship about a week ago and things seem to be going good" She explained. My eyes went wide. I did not expect that.

"How are things going with Virgil?" She asked adjusting her glasses.

"Good, they're going good." I replied getting a little red.

"Good to know. Now, if you excuse me I have to go read. Nice chat" Morgan walked out.

"Oh Virgil!" I called walking out into the living room.

"What's up?" He asked.

"Guess who is in an official relationship?" I asked back.

"Luna and Roman" He guessed. I shook my head.

"Morgan and Logan have been dating for a week" I replied. Virgil was in shock.

"They got together before Princey and Princess? I'm surprised" Virgil responded.

"Who is gonna get together next?" I asked.

"I'm still going with Luna and Roman" He replied.

"Then I'm going with Patton and Cherry" I replied.

"You're on" He told me reaching he hand out. I shook it.

"You know, I forgot to apply my eye liner this morning. I'll be back in a sec." I told him before kissing his cheek and running off. I got to the room and did my eye liner and such before walking out and stopping in the middle of the room.

Oh, great. Just great. Panic attack. Just when I needed it. I felt my breath get short and I started overthinking. Getting paranoid. I was in Virgil's room. He currently wasn't in there for.. never mind I forgot. Too busy thinking about everything at the moment. I felt my knees get weak and I crawled to the nearest corner. I brought my knees up to my chest and felt sobs coming up out of my throat. I felt weak, powerless, and dizzy. So dizzy. I tried wiping away my tears on my hoodie, but after a while I felt my arms get tired and just let them fall onto my lap below. Thoughts raced in my mind like a race track. My breathing was picking up and I felt like I was shaking. I tried breathing, but it didn't work well. I heard footsteps, but I felt too tired and too dizzy to move.

"Noah? Are you okay?" I heard Virgil say.

"Noah! Hey, hey, hey. Breathe, okay? Breathe" Virgil told me rushing to my side and kneeling next to me.

"I-I-I c-c-c-can't-t" I stuttered feeling more tears pour out of my eyes.

"Remember what I told you a week ago, Breathe in for 4 seconds" Virgil told me softly putting a hand on my shoulder. I breathed in for four seconds.

"Hold for 7" He told me. I could only hold it for 5.

"Breathe out for 8" He told me. I breathed out for 7. He told me the steps over and over until I could breathe normally.

"There, now, are you gonna be okay?" He asked me. I nodded. He brought my head up and wiped my tears away.

"You look like you could use a hug" Virgil told me wrapping his arms around me. I wrapped mine around his waist and sunk into his chest. I rested in between his legs on my side all curled up. He was leaning against the dresser holding me close to him.

"Thank you" I replied quietly with my voice cracking.

"Anytime" he told me kissing my forehead. I shut my eyes and felt comfortable for once in my life.

"Hey Noah?" Virgil asked

"Yeah?" I asked back. I could hear his heart beating a little faster.

"Do you maybe want to.. go out?" Virgil asked looking down at me. I smiled.

"I would like that" I told him snuggling up into his figure. I could hear his heart beat slowing down a little. I heard him whisper 'yes' making me giggle.

"You are such a dork" I murmured clinging onto him. Who knew this panic attack had perfect timing.

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