to my lost father.

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I was wondering when you felt like being my everything?
I miss being your world.
I miss being that little girl in your eyes.
I miss being your little girl.
I changed because your my eveything.

But now I'm losing control.
Fighting my truth.
Trying to hide behind lies.
I fell and I knew you wouldnt catch me.
All I ever got was brokenhearted.

You were my trigger.
You brought me to an obstructed view.
When you knew my pain was bigger.
You mf right ion give a fuck bout you no more.
Trying to let time kill what you meant to me.
Triggered that I'm not okay.
You need to stay out of my way.

Now I'm all alone and starting over.
But now I trust myself.
Its alright.

I lost it all.
But in life there's always a chance to grow front the pain and the struggle.
I had to find a new approach to the old me.
But somehow I still think there's no me without you.
It all kinda hurt me cause I could've been me.

All I want to be is true.
So please accept me for who I am.
Cause at this point I can only be real.
And now this is me.
I'm just doing everything that I can.

Patience could've done us well.
And when I walked away.
I left nothing behind so you couldnt follow me.
And the footsteps washed away.
And if it the story you want then that's the story you get.
But all we knew is I wasnt go be here forever.

I wrote my story.
Now my story defines who I am.
Fuck who you want me to be.
I am a vision of perfection.
It wasn't fair for you to compare.
Cheers to me being honest.


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⏰ Last updated: Jul 19, 2019 ⏰

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