Bad Expectations ( matthew espinosa)

First day

It was Monday first day at a hole new school and new state. It sucked I'm going to be all alone.

As I laid in bed thinking I remember I had to go to school today I got up and went to the bath room and washed my face and everything. I put music on because music helps everything. I got dressed I was wearing black jeans and a sweater crop top that was back with black converse. Today I just put mascara on, I didn't want to draw attention to me. I went down stairs my mom made me pancakes, bless her soul. It sucked I had to ride the bus so I left really early.

As I got close to my bus stop I started to think where I was going to seat. I don't know no one, should I just walk I mean it's not that far. Ugh Nicole get your shit together just seat in the back by your self. I saw my bus coming. The bus driver look like he wanted to kill everyone one. I walked all the way to the back row and put my head phones in. After 5 min we got to a new bus stop and a boy got on he was really hot he had brown hair and brown eyes. Wait Nicole you can't fall in love again

*flash back*

I was on texas and there was a kid named Michael we dated for 3 years I loved him till one day after the day I told him I was moving to Virginia, I saw him kissing more like making out with other girl he broke my heart. I never want to fall in love again after what he did

*end of flash back*

As I was thinking the cute boy walk in front of me

Matthew-um

Bus driver- get in your seat espinosa!

Me-I'm sorry is this your seat

Matthew- yeah now can you move to the side

Me-ugh

Damn what's with this kid. I'm sorry I'm new and I didn't know at least don't give me attitude.

After 5 min, yes I know this is a long bus drive

Matt-hello

Me-what?

Matt-are you new

Me- yeah, why?

Matt- nothing I can show you the school of you want, this bus driver sucks he gets us really early so we have 30 min in the school

Me- yeah sure thanks

Maybe he isn't a rude guy

We finally get to the school. Matt and I go and he takes me to all my class. As we walk lots of girls look at me I get really confused. We finally finish the tour with 10 min left

Matt- can I show you a secret spot

Me- sure ha

We walk to some closets is this kid going to give me drugs

Me-what is this

Matt- just close your eyes

Me- why

Matt- I have to show you something

Me- umm okay

Yes I know that was bad to say but you have to take chance

*as matt kiss me and lefts me up to a desk*

me- WHAT THE HELL, I'm not going to have sex or make out with you I don't even know you!

Who the hell does this kid think he is. I run to my first period. I feel so gross.

A girl sat next to me she looked pretty nice.

Libby- hey your new right?

Me- yeah ha what's your name?

This sucks I have to be social