chapter 1

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"Finallyyyyyy!!!"
School is finally over and you can't wait until you get home. You've been sad lately because your best friend at school moved to America in the middle of the school year but at least now you don't have to see those stupid people at school anymore.

You finally reached your house and the first thing you did was sit on the couch. You live alone because your parents have been pretty busy with their company so you already moved out for like a year now. To be exact when you were 18.

"Ughh i want to eat!" Yep, that's how you always are. Always craving for food. With that you ordered pizza and decided that you would start this summer vacation with watching a movie all by yourself.

While you were totally focused on the movie the bell rang.
"Ahh yes the pizza is here" you mumbled while walking to the door.

You opened the door and saw a guy standing at the door, most importantly without your pizza.
"Umm...where's my pizza?"

The guy began to laugh while you only grew more confused.
"Do you really not recognize me?"
The guy asked with his deep and beautiful voice.

"Am i supposed to?" You said when you felt yourself getting annoyed.
The guy put off his mask that covered his mouth and his hat that covered half of his face.

"HOLY SH*T TAEHYUNG!!"
You practically jumped on him, almost scaring the sh*t out of him.
You hugged him tight while he chuckled.

"You got even more beautiful" he said while breaking the hug. You looked eachother in the eyes and only now you realize how much you missed him this month.

Teahyung has been your boyfriend for a year now. You also started to live with him 4 months ago but because he was gone you decided to revisit your old house. He is only 2 years older than you but he sometimes acts like a complete child.

He had to go away for a month because his grandmother was sick.
Actually now that i thought about it didn't askabout his grandmother while he was away at all. Now i felt stupid.

I was still deep in thought while Teahyung laughed at me.
"What are you thinking about, i know i got more handsome while i was away but you don't have to stare like that GEEZZZ"

"HEYY" i said when i pushed him away and continue to sit on the couch.
"I wasn't thinking about that"

"What were you thinking about then?" He asked while he sat next to you with his arm around your shoulders.

You snuggled deeper into his embrace feeling less lonely. " How is your grandmother?" You asked hesistantly while looking at him.

You heard him sigh while he remained quiet for a while. "It's been tough, i-" you looked at him worried when you saw him looking up while his eyes were looking teary.

"Hey hey, it's okay don't rush it" He nodded and took a deep breath. " She passed away yesterday evening" He barely said while tears were coming out of his eyes.

You instantly felt bad that you weren't there for him and hugged him tightly.
You felt your own tears coming up but you held them up because you had to be strong for him.

You felt even more bad when you thought about that his grandmother was the only person he had and hugged him even tighter.

"Shhh it's okay i'm here for you alright" you said to comfort him but you didn't know any better because you sucked at it. It seemed to work because i could hear that he was breathing more calm now.

He broke the hug and looked at me with eyes that i couldn't read.
He never looked at me like that before. He came close untill our lips were touching.

He cupped my cheeks and kissed me slowly. There were all type of feelings going through me. I kissed himback and i felt like i was going to explode. Thiswas different from all the kisses we shared.

I could feel all his emotion, all his want. We broke the kiss to catch our breaths while leaning our foreheads together. "I love you"

My eyes went wide open. I couldn't believe he said it. I didn't know what to say, i didn't know what to do.
He sighed and said "you don't have to say it back, i know you're not ready but-" he took a short pause to look at me "-i just want you to know how much you mean to me"

I felt like my heart just stopped, it felt so unreal that you just stopped breathing. You felt bad that you couldn't say it back, but you felt happy that he didn't push you to say it back.

"Let's go upstairs"

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