Drowning

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I can't tell if you know
But I'm so tired of this
I'm so used to this darkness
I can't get out of this abyss

I'm not complaining you know
I'm just venting out
I'm not breaking apart
I just have a loud mouth

I'm not sad or insane
I just need sometime
I'm not lying, trust me
I'm seriously fine

I apologize to bother you
To tell you about my day
But please don't leave me
I need you to stay

I try to smile everyday
But people say I don't fit
I wish someone would see
Past all my bullshit

I'm so tired of trying
There's no point is there?
I'll just have to live like this
I guess it's only fair

I'm lost without your presence
But when I'm with you I forget what I want to say
I don't know how to tell you this
But I need you to stay

I would've been better
I swear I'll stop frowning
It's just so hard to breathe
when you're bloody drowning.

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