Tomorrow | JK (Book 2) [Completed]

Chapter 29

Day 10 Part 2 - "Don't leave me"

"Y/N!"

Jungkook came out of his bedroom and practically sprinted towards me before squishing me to death.

"Oh my gosh, I missed you so much," he exclaimed, holding me tighter while I tried to breathe.

"Yeah- I- missed you, too- Please let me breathe," I choked out. His hold was too tight, my neck was so close to snapping.

He finally let go, giggling and allowing me to gasp for air and rub my neck. I couldn't help but smile at how happy he seemed to be after seeing me.

We stood there, staring at each other with silly grins on our faces, just wallowing in each other's presence as if that was our favorite thing to do. I wanted to stay there, not caring about anything else... Except, I had to show him the bracelets and end our misfortune, so I let out a sigh and walked to my bedroom.

"You're going to sleep?" He trailed from behind before stopping by the door inside the room.

"No... I, uh, have something to show you," I mumbled, something inside me tugging me not to do it as I kept walking. Fear was growing in the pit of my stomach, filling me up completely once I reached my drawers.

My hand was trembling as it slowly reached the knob but immediately retracting.

Why can't I do it?

My heart was pounding, its sound filling my ears. No matter how many times I urged myself to yank the drawer and end it once and for all, I was fighting myself, not wanting to move my limbs.

"Is something wrong?" Jungkook whispered, taking careful steps towards me.

I took a deep breath before sighing, "Yes. Everything is wrong."

He stopped just beside me, and even though I was facing down, I could feel his eyes on me.

"I just," I spluttered, feeling my throat tighten out of nowhere, my eyes blurring. "I just don't know what I should do..."

"Hey," he hushed me softly, cupping my face to make me look at him through teary eyes. "Talk to me. What's wrong?"

I sniffled once before stepping backwards and sitting down on the bed with Jungkook following, sitting on my left with his gaze never leaving me.

"I don't want to hide anything anymore, Jungkook," I whimpered, clenching my thighs. "I don't want to live in your body but I don't want to end... whatever this is... I..."

His warm hand was placed on mine, intertwining our fingers before he brought it up  to place a kiss on my knuckles. His eyes held so much unspoken feelings as they intently gazed into mine.

"I don't want to hide anything anymore, either. I wanted to talk to you tonight when you got back home. I somehow got afraid when I saw you but seeing you act like this like something's bothering you, I don't want to pass another day, hiding my feelings."

I grew confused. "Your what?"

"Don't deny it. Don't doubt it. I still love you, Y/N."