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Y/n's POV
We pull up into the driveway and I jump out of the car and run to the door, slam it open then shut again, and run up the stairs. I could hear Edd calling my name as I lock my door, but I just ignore it. I fumble around with the drawer on the desk as I look around for my razor. *If you haven't noticed yet, this will be triggering for some readers, so if you're not comfortable with this type of stuff, just skip down to the next chapter*
I yank my sleeves up and see that my old cuts are healing, but that ends today. My thoughts take over and I don't know what I'm thinking, where I am, or the voices outside. "You're not important," my mind starts to rant, "They don't care about you! They want to HURT you! SO WHY NOT DO IT YOURSELF?! Do it, do it, DO IT!" My mind screams at me as I bite my lip so hard it starts to bleed. As I make a slash into my forearm, the crimson red flows out of the wound as I sit there and make more and more injuries to myself. Yes, it hurts, but it's the only way to make me feel like I have something to live for. "Y/n! Are you ok?!" I hear a voice yell, I immediately know it's Matt. "Fake your feelings, don't let him know!" "Yes! I'm fine, just thinking!" I say in a normal voice. "O-Oh, ok t-then..." I hear him timidly walk away. I look back at my arms, and see that they're swelling up, and are covered in crimson red. I sigh, and walk to the drawer again and look for gauze, I finally find it and wrap my arms up perfectly. I walk out of the room as I wipe my eyes, and run into a figure. "Oh... hey kiddo... are you ok? You know, after all of that?" I look up at Tom as I smile and say, "Yeah, I'm ok!" He squints his 'eyes' at me as I start sweating. He sighs, grabs my arm and leads me to a room with a red door. When he grabbed my arm, I flinched and he looked at me. Great going, Y/n. He knocks on the door two times and the door swings open.
Tord's POV (this chapters to short, kinda like me)
I hear a knock on my door as I'm thinking about what happened today, and how I can help Y/n. I open my door and see Tom with Y/n. "Um, what's going on?" I ask as Tom brushes past me and sets
Y/n on my bed. "She's faking her emotions." Tom states as he looks at her. "Um... how do you know?" I ask. He sighs and tells me how she was wiping tears for her eyes and how her smile faltered a bit. I look over at Y/n and since my bed is next to my wall, she's in the corner with her knees to her chest. I sigh and sit next to her.
Y/n's POV (Oofity Oof switching back and forth I see)
My mind has taken over and I'm staring into nothingness as I feel a weight next to me, I then feel myself being turned around and developed into a hug. I know it's Tord, due to the red hoodie. I grab fist fulls of his hoodie and sob into it. "Sh... it's ok, it's ok, I'm here. Let it all out." He says while rubbing my back. I soon start coughing and sobbing at the same time, I know it's an ugly sound, but I can't help it. I stop crying, but I'm still being hugged by Tord. I lay my head onto his chest and he rub my back saying comforting nothings. "So," Tom speaks up, interrupting the silence. "Why did she fake her emotions?" He asks Tord. Tord simply says that he doesn't know, and continues to comfort me until I can't feel nothing except numbness. "Are you ok,
Y/n?" Tord asks as he makes me look up at him. I simply shake my head to say no. "Can you tell me why?" He asks a bit of hope in his voice. "I-I," I can't get the words out. I take a deep breath, "I-I just w-wa-wanted to b-be worth some-something to him. NOT JUST A F-F*CKING MISTAKE!" I say with a lot of force at the end, making Tom jump. Tord sighs and says, "Listen, if he thinks you're a mistake, then he doesn't deserve you, or anyone else ok?" I wipe my eyes and nod my head. He then grabs my arm and I flinch and pull away. "Akkurat som jeg mistenkte...." I hear Tord whispers to himself. (That means "Just as I suspected.")
He gently pulls up my sleeves, and removes the already red bandages. I look away ashamed, as I hear "Oh... Y/n..." I hear Tom and Tord exchange a few words, as I sit there looking at my reflection in the window. After a few minutes of silence, I see Tom walk back into the room with gauze, antibiotics, and things to clean wounds with. "This might sting, but be strong ok?" Tord says as he takes my arm and starts to clean the wounds. The pain doesn't bother me, and I feel like I deserve it, so I just stay still looking at him cleaning my cuts. After he finishes cleaning my wounds he puts a hand on my shoulder and asks, "Why? Why do you do this?" I sigh, "It's because it's the only thing I can actually do correctly!" I say with a sad smile, "I mean, how can you fail at hurting yourself when the voices scream at you when you do even the simplest of things wrong?" I finish speaking as I stand up, pull my sleeves down and try to walk. But even I can't do that right. My vision goes cloudy and starts to fade into blackness as I can fell myself falling forwards, the last thing I feel are two hands catching me and picking me up gently. You're weak! The voices say, You can't do anything right! Why not just do us all a favor like your father said?

Why not just end it all? Do it, Do it, Do it! DO IT YOU P*SSY!!!

No... this is a new voice? I won't, not just yet anyways...

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And I oop- I'm slowly going insane :') anyways! Hope you all have a great day, I'll try and update tomorrow! For now, this is Author~Chan signing out! Buh~Bye~!
Word count: 1137 words.