Don't Call Me Agassi Anymore!

Thundering and Lightning

The shoot went well. After I cried my self out earlier I felt relieved. I didn't answer Lisa. Or I didn't talk with her at all.

Well I could use a friend right now. But I don't have any. If mom mom was there.. hmmm... but she ain't here anymore.

I am thi king too hard, we are on our way back to the hotel. The silence is thick between us. I could see Lisa looking at me through ther rearview..

Hmm. I was just pissed with everything.

Finally we had to go back home tomorrow morning.

I directly went inside my room. But Lisa followed me.

I don't want to eat tonight. I said while blocking the door entrance. She looked into my eyes. Frowning. I could see the small blood veins in her eyes popping and her frowning eyes becoming red. Like she could eat me alive.

She pushed me hard enough for me to back down in to my room.

And even before I could process what happened,  Lisa was kicking the door chain lock on the door.  She broke the chain.

She glared at me, I was scared now. She walks  closer to me.

Agassi,

She was burning inside,and I could feel her flares burning me as she gets closer.
She tried her level best to maintain her cool, but she failed.

She faked a smile.

Agassi, please have a bath. I will be back with the dinner. Ok?

I said I DON'T WANT DINNER...

AND I SAY YOU WILL EAT YOUR DINNER.

I almost fell on the floor. She yelled. She fucking yelled. I stared at her face. I was scared. She scared the hell out of me. I feel my tears flow. I feel my whole body trembling.

Sorry.  Agassi I am so sorry.  Sorry. 
She mumbled as she picked me up. She slowly took me to the bathroom.

I am so sorry Agassi.  Please don't cry.

She said as she put me down. Her voice is cracking. I could feel her sincerity in her sorry.

She bought her thumb near my cheek like she was to wipe my tears. She looked in to my eyes. And she took back her hand, I felt like ahe was thinking the master and the bodyguard gap between us. I cried even more.

She now comes closer like she is about to hug me. And again she did the same. She was struggling to close the tiny gap between us. And for fod knows why, I leaned forward and rested my forehead on her chest. I could here her hulp and her heartbeat was drumming.

We stayed like that for a few minutes.  She didn't bothered to touch me though.

Agassi please take a bath. Umm.

I just nodded.

She left.

I had a bath and changed in to my night attire. I was laying on my bed when she came back with my dinner.

Agassi let's eat.

She said in a gentle voice. Her face was not scary anymore. But frustration was still there.

I looked away. She came closer and placed the tray on the bed. I sat on the bed and leaned on the headrest.

But didn't bother to look at her. I was determined not to eat.

She opened the wrpped meal packet and pushed the tray towards me.

Eat now Agassi. Please.