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Chapter 1 "Insert creative title"

Here is a story that is true and means a lot to me, well let's say it has being a rollercoater ride and I ended up dying from inside.

Well I'm not going to write it in some fancy creative way, I'm just going to write what has happened and what I wish could happen.

Well I'm just going to use this a diary and if I have sent you to read this it means u mean a lot to me and I trust u enough to read this which I hope u don't take any offence if I say anything mean.

|2013|

Me and brad are dating and we hold hands and hug like amazing hug and I really feel like I'm dying on cloud 9 and my world is amazing and nothing could stop me, I was getting all B's in my tests and grades and I was in the same classes as brad.

We have being dating for 3 months and then my mum got cancer and that night I was told to come sit down, down the lounge room and I can still remember that moment "Jacqueline, mum has cancer, u will be leaving lumen in

2 days" I run to my room and I was feeling like I am dying I couldn't breathe I couldn't even have any clue on what I was going to do, I started think about depression and cutting which I started doing, I thought that pain would bring back happiness which to me it felt like the right thing to do.

|The next day|

I told brad outside if K5 and I said "I'm moving schools" brad listened and walked of he never said okay of smiled or nothing he just walked of and ignored me the whole day and when the bell rang for the home time I went to his locker "we always meet there after school" he was not there I saw him running to his car. it hurt me a lot and I mean hurt me a lot I was dying that the one guy I would do anything for just run off from me no goodbye nothing that night I cried my self to sleep.