Surviving In Reality

lost

Remmy p.o.v

"Mother, I got you some medicine. You need to take them.
She sat down slowly and I handed her water and the medicine. After taking the medicine she went back to sleep.

Mother has never been sick, ever. She is really sick and I'm worried. I can't take her to the hospital because I don't have money.

I don't have a job and is not like I want to have one. I am never going to live by someone else's rules.

I need to come up with a plan to get money. Suddenly I thought of my father, mother always said he was a rich man. But I don't want to contacts him. Hearing his voice would make me vomit out my intestines. I just can't stand him.

It's either I rob a bank, sell my self for sex or call my long lost father for money.

After thinking about it, I decided to call him. It's not like a can't rob a bank , I can do that with ease. And I'm still a virgin so I would like to keep down there contact.

"Mother, aam do you have any contacts of dad?"

"Why do want them?"

"I just want to know, so I know where he is and how we can avoid him." I hope she bought the lies. She was quite for some time before telling me To go and check her personal documents.

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While going through the documents I found some letters my father had sent sixteen years ago
Melissa ,
I know you'll find this letter and if you do know your on my watch, you might have escaped but you have something belonging to me. I should have killed when I had the chance, but because of my daughter I didn't. Just to let you know you better hide for the rest of your life because when I find you I will kill you slowly and take my daughter with me . Tell her good stories about me so when I find her she will love me do the opposite and you will die with her.
Your nightmare,
Guillermo.

Great just great. This is who I wanted to call for help that fucking son of a bitch. Now what?.

Sebastian!!! That's it. That boy has a huge crush on me, I bet he would do anything out of love. Stupid love.

Sometimes I wonder what people see in love. It's pathetic. See what it did to my mother, it ruined her.

Good thing I don't believe in love. My dark heart is safe. No one will make it even darker.

I better get going before it is dark.

"Mother, I'm going out for a awhile. I'll be back before you know it ."I said putting on my jumper.

"Take care and don't stay out too late."

"Mother, you know I can take care of my self"

"I know , be extremely careful" she said with a worried look on her beautiful face.

"OK , bye"shouted while closing the door.

The streets were crowded as always. I Hate when people walk and bump into me. One time, I got in to a fight with this girl who almost passed with my arm.
I just wanted her to apologise and she started shouting at me and me being impatient I gave her a punch on the face, broke her jaw line and slept in the cell.

So, I try not to make a fool out of my self after that incident.

After making my way through the crowd, finally . I got to the place.

✊✊✊ knocked three times and waited patiently and when I say patiently I took the knob , pushed the door open and made my way in.

It's like no one is home. But why would he leave the door open.

That question didn't even give me time to think. I had noises up stairs and I knew what it was.

He was having sex. I thought he loved me. This is what I mean, now my heart would be broken. Useless love.

I made my way upstairs without giving them a warning , I opened the door and their they were naked, guilty, embarrassed, shocked emotions is all I could see in their faces.

"Sebastian? Finally, I found you"
I said smiling like a maniac.

"Who is this , Sebastian?" the beautiful naked young lady shouted.

"Ummm ,she..she is" he stammered like a deer in front of the headlights.

"I'm his sister" I said before the man sputtered something stupid.

"Sebastian, I'm here for the money." He was confused as ever I even felt like laughing but I had to hold my self together. Boy, I'm savage.

"What money?" He asked.

"Mothers hospital bills I told you she was sick and I told you I would be coming for the money this evening."

He stood up covering his manhood with short he collected on the floor , opened the closet and took out some cash.

I completely ignored the young lady on the bed. I felt her eyes on me but I didn't want to burst out into a laughter. I was busy here.

Sebastian gave me around three thousand euro." Thank you."

I said sorry to the young lady again before leaving the room and shutting the door close.

I gave a close ear to the door . I just wanted to know what they are going to do after ruining their night. Before I knew it , I had moans.

Well, that was first. Existing the house I needed to get home quickly. I had a weird feeling and when I have one nothing goes right.

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As I neared our apartment, the door was open. Panic set in.

I took my gun out ready to kill, ran in the house and their he was, her nightmare. He stood tall near the window in an all black expensive suit.

Ready with my gun, I aimed his head. He finally took recognition that I was their.

"Well well well, who do we have here my long lost daughter." I see your mother did the opposite. She went against my word and taught you to hate me."

I kept quiet, ready to pull the trigger.

"I see you don't want to talk. You'll now join your mother in hell.

That is when I realised it. He killed her, he killed my mother my only mother and without thinking I pulled the trigger straight to his heart but he didn't move.

He's protected. I aimed his head pulled three in one but he ducked before I knew it , his gun was out .

The tension was on.

Eyes on each other like a cowboys showdown. I need to come up with a plan before I die in the hands of this reached man.

I put down my gun, faked the tears " I thought you loved me" I said sobbing like a child." You said you loved me all the time?"

Confused and puzzled, he put his gun down." I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you" he said leaving the gun behind.

Such a fool. Before he knew it I aimed his head pulled the trigger and yes it was a perfect aim.
Down he went.

I stood next to his body, looked at it without remorse and spat on it. " for the record my mother is going to heaven, bastared."

I went over to my mother's body, their she laid lifeless in front of me. Tears fell on her face. For the first time in ages I cried painfully to the one person I cared about to the one I loved. She was gone.

I said my final good bye, stood up wiped my face went upstairs
took my rucksack threw in what I needed to survive in Italy. Packed all my weapons and threw it on my back.

I kissed her one more time and took my leave. I didn't know where I was going from here but I couldn't stay.

After walking for probably three hours I came to an abandoned store, decided to take shelter for the night.

I spread my scarf it floor and tried to sleep. For the first time I felt LOST.

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