cruise ship

Part 1.

Kyra's POV:
"no honestly it was sooo fun last year! and now we're here aga-" i stopped my sentence because "words i didn't say" by why don't we started playing.

no Jj, you did NOT just put my all time favorite song on.

Jj looks at me with a smirk. i run to the mic and start singing along. god i love this song. after the final lyric i let go and walk up to Jj. "you sneaky bastard" he laughs at my comment "what can i say? you love that song." he says with a smile "i'm surprised you even KNOW what my favorite song is" i say as i walk away, i walk back to Freya and Talia "you were really good you know?" freya says as i grab a drink "thank you! i've been practicing a bit and i've had a few lessons from the queen herself" i say as i look at Talia, she blushes. right now me and the rest of the sidemen, the girlfriends and some friends are on our own cruise ship in Ibiza. and i'm having the time of my life!!
my thoughts get disturbed because Emily walks up to me (Jj's girlfriend) "Hi Em-" "yeah yeah" she cuts me off "enough with the bullshit. i came here to say, keep your distance from Jj he's mine. if you couldn't tell yet" she winks and walks away.

i really don't fucking like her.

she claims Jj as if he's some sort of object of hers! nobody can touch him because he's hers! like damn looooool it ain't that deep, anyways the sun starts to set and we all gather around the fireplace. "so me and Tobi made a playlist of songs, and basically the first 2 song are for example the ones who Talia really likes and the next 2 songs after that are 2 that Kyra really likes,, you know?" says Simon.

oooo sounds fun

*skip all the songs*
the last song stopped playing and then "upgrade" by Kay Cook started playing, it became a thing that the person starts singing along. i look at Simon and Tobi "no please you know i always cry with this song" i start singing along to the lyrics and once the lyric "you'll be dumb to think i'm missing you, after everything that we've been through" came i broke down. but! because i'm a bad bitch i kept singing along lol so it sounded like "yEaH yOu ReAlLy ThOuGhT yOu LeFt Me ScReWeD" but once Cal(freezy) put his arm around me i stopped singing and i crawled into his chest. the music stopped. everyone went to bed but me and cal were still out in the dark on the sofa, the fire was slowly dying, stars were slowly starting to show. "Cal, i think i'm going to head to bed" he was looking at the sky but then he faced to me "okay, i enjoyed the past hour or so. good night , Kyra" he said as he stood up and walked to his room.

damn

after a few minutes of overthinking (as always) i decided to stand up and walk to my room as well. once i arrived i opened it and went to the bathroom to take off my makeup then i changed into comfy clothes  and i went to bed.

"No you did not-" Tobi says as he was eating his omelette, everyone was having different conversations but i was just quiet and just eating my pancake in peace. i'm not much of a talker if it's not a subject i'm really really into, like why don't we or something. so i just sit there, eating, saying nothing and mostly observing everyone's behavior. i observe a lot so i can see what's going on and how everyone's feeling. that's how i keep track on everything's that happening, observation. "what are you doing??" Emily says, i face her and say "observing, why?"
"oh just wondering" she replies. she's way nicer when she's with Jj, still can't believe he's with that psycho. i continue observing, everyone is acting the same. nothing has changed. that's often been my conclusion the past few weeks. everyone seems fine but is that really what's going on? i mean, i can observe as much as i want but, i'll never know what's really going on in someone's mind.

Author's note:
I'm sorry that the first part is so short but i'll be posting longer chapters soon!

posted on: 23rd of July '19