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Frustration

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Frustration. 

The feeling taehyung feels so frequently nowadays.

Banging his head against the window for the nth time that night he sighed. Passerbys gave him concerned looks in which taehyung scoffed in return and judged them for.

Concern? How weak.

The view was ideal. The moon shining over the lake gave an ethereal look while an enigmatic whisp trailed behind in every awake. Scintillating in the light, the scenery bloomed to its fullest.

No, ideal wasn't a good enough word. It was perfect. 

Yet as taehyung brought his pencil down the lines went astray . The picture he held ever so delicately in his mind ,slipping further away into a obsidian  abyss. Unreachable. 

Frustrated. Yeah thats the best word to describe taehyung right now.

I mean, who the hell leaves an  months  timed project to last minute.

The cafè  staff gives him ample space, eyeing him warily at every pencil he snaps in half.

Why cant he just draw?!? Its not that hard. He has been an art student all his life, yet when time calls for his art skills the most is when they fail him.

Taehyung needs to find his problem fast and solve it to get on to his drawing. Otherwise he risks failing this subject and taehyung cant, cant, cant  let that happen.

Why?

Art was one of the rare things that make taehyung feel the fullest.

It was one of the ways he makes up for the lack of emotion with in him.

He loves how he can depict emotions so easily with a canvas. Simple lifted lips indicated happiness while a frown indicates upset and anger.

He loves the way he can manipulate such emotions in the flick of a wrist. 

It made him feel powerful.

Being powerful  felt good.

Taehyung was a popular art student at his collage. His paintings brought the most feelings out of  people. His paintings always made people feel  the most.

The was even nicknamed the emo painter, as he always dealt with emotions such as anger, sadness, envy, jealousy.

He rarely ever touched on happiness.

And he never, never ,never  touched loved.

Why should you deal with such weak emotions such as love when you can deal with powerful ones such as anger. Angers beyond powerful. Anger has everyone pulled by their tails, triggering them at the right moment to get the most reaction out of them. 

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