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#JaaneDeMujhe

"I am a wedding planner. Guess of whom??", Shivaay asked from his dear friend Rahul . Rahul realised that he was drunk for the first time he drank that poison which he hated.

Rahul raised his eyebrows being confused.

"Of my wife who don't consider me as her husband. I married her forcefully because I misunderstood that she cheated on me . I thought she slept with another guy with whom she was going to marry ", Shivaay chuckled sadly , His eyes were showing tears , tears of pain disappointment and regret. Tears flowed from his blue- green eyes but what can we do damage was already done

"She was love of my life but I was unable to discover my feelings at that time . She was innocent, she didn't slept with any guy but because of me and in my anger I spoiled her character, her image, her self-respect, everything", told Shivaay and sat on ground with a thud . Placing both of  hand on his face and started crying loudly. His pain, regret, feelings was coming out as tears

When Rahul came to support him , he showed his hand .

"Please don't and hear my story", he told in low voice which was showing his emotions Rahul had asked him many times who was his wife but he never answered. He used to shrug this conversation off like he was running from himself from his feelings

"And the da...day I got to know truth, it was late... too late...", Said Shivaay wiping his tears harshly . His eyes became red , puffy now anger was the word left for him. He was getting angry on himself for not trusting her for his every past deed the way he misbehaved with her, the way he accused her, the way he taunted her for her blood linage, how he called her roadside trash

Shivaay closed his eyes tightly to control his emotions but today she was going so far from him broke him. His stone which he kept on his heart melted rather to say broke in pieces. Tear droplets fell from his eyes

"Why??", asked Rahul. He knew that his friend will feel light after confession. Maybe he can't sooth his pain but as a friend he can support him. He wanted to know why she left him. Shivaay was number one businessman . He had power money everything then why a middle class girl left him. Little bit he understood that his deeds made her leave but... How can he agree for her marriage, how can he become her wedding planner

He wanted to know why Shivaay was late

"Because my friend proposed her a...n..d....and she accepted his pro..proposal", said Shivaay stammering and again broke down in tears, Rahul supported him. He wrapped his hands on his shoulders and hugged him tightly like a brother. That's the reason we call or friends a part of our family. He was rubbing his back to calm him down

"H...he was the one who... Who supported her when ...when I insulted her..... He made her fall in love with her. He is a..a perfect guy not a beast like me", shouted Shivaay crying while remembering his past deeds. Rahul flinched seeing his anger but he least cared. Seeing Shivaay like this was making him sad. He wondered why Shivaay told this truth to him when he was masking his emotions in front of everyone. Even he didn't doubted. He never realised that he was going from this much pain

"Please stop crying Shivaay", said Rahul as it was first time when he saw great wall of Shivaay Singh Oberoi. He was always strong in front of everyone but today maybe his last string broke. 

"I can't, but yaa I am happy that she is getting the person whom she deserve. He is perfect for her", said Shivaay and stood up, he drank water. He realised that it was too much now. He can't fall weak. He is stone not a glass who will break easily but today his heart was challenging him. His heart proved him wrong , he lost.. Shivaay Singh Oberoi lost one challenge from his heart. His heart won

"That day I broke down in pieces but still I went towards her for asking forgiveness. I confessed my love towards her", said Shivaay and took his mobile phone out from his pocket. He started staring her pic which was in his wallpaper

"What she said then", asked Rahul being curious to know further story. Little bit he guessed but still he asked

"She said she forgave me . She told that she also loved me before but her love changed into hate because of my mistake. One mistake changed everything", said Shivaay in low voice and pushed his hands in air making cross telling that everything was finished. He was trying to look cold now but he was unable to . Tears were betraying him

"I asked whether we can be together or not??..", said Shivaay while looking down. He wanted to confess this truth to him now.. for the last time he was talking in this topic. He thought that he will never marry nor discuss about her after her marriage

"What.. was.. his answer?", Asked Rahul while stammering in his words. As a friend he knew that his friend was eager to tell him truth but what about the pain he was going through. Seeing him hurt made him weak too

"Let me go, was her answer", said Shivaay and wiped his tears .he looked upwards like nothing happened

Rahul was having tears in his eyes listening his sad story. He knew that Shivaay was wrong . He realised that decision of girl was right maybe it was enough of her pain. He understood Shivaay too his emotions his pain maybe this seperation was unbearable for him

"You know what the worst thing is that I am her wedding planner", said Shivaay and throwed his hand in air and fisted his hand . He throwed his mobile phone in anger as same as old Shivaay Singh Oberoi.. her tadibaaz baggadbilla. His eyes became dark now after throwing his mobile phone he became old personality.

Rahul wiped his tears as well as Shivaay's and noticed that his eyes became blank now

"What is her name??", asked Rahul trying to ask her name the girl who crossed Shivaay's heart

"Anika", said Shivaay dreamingly with a sad smile

"How am I looking??", asked a girl entering, who was in bridal dress. Her face was glowing . Smile which never left her face was still there which made his heart little bit light but he knew that the smile which he snatched came back because of someone else who is perfect for her

"Beautiful as always Anika.. just khid..khidkitod ", said Shivaay normally with a fake smile while controlling his emotions

"Then come", said Anika pulling him out by holding his hands. The hands which was holding him were going to leave him forever because he left them even after saying  "Shivaay Singh Oberoi me haath chodne ke Lea nai pakda" (Shivaay Singh Oberoi did not holded this hand to leave it) but he himself left it or we can say it jerked it away

Rahul was also sad after hearing sad story from his friend, who was going to see his love getting married to another guy. The girl who was standing in front of them was the one who made Shivaay Singh Oberoi fell in love but destiny...

While he heard Shivaay's voice "Live happily", said Shivaay to Anika when she was dragging him

For Anika it was never easy to move onn she is still in love with him. He is her first and last love. She faked everything in front of him to make him believe that she is not a tissue paper whom he can use and throw, she is not a roadside trash. She was never in love with her groom but just for Sahil her brother and for her self-respect she is going to marry him. She thought that even after marrying her love she never got happiness, she suffered with that guy too whom she loved so it's not bad to marry a stranger who looked like a gentleman to her . Shivaay marriage her forcefully, he never respected her emotions . She can't risk her future.

She can't trust him again. How many times he tried to divorce her. She can't be the only one to save marriage. Even he needed to hold one side of their marriage bond but he never cared he called her responsibility rather than wife. Now Anika gave her back to him in her khidkitod way which hurted her too but maybe in future she won't regret

For the last time they hugged eachother. Tears fell from their eyes but they didn't wiped

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Tell me hows it? Emotional. Sad ending right what to do I felt like killing him in serial

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