No One Knows

Help

I'm laughing and smiling I'm so happy or at least that's what they think. I get off the bus and start walking down the uneven sidewalk , the rain drips off my cold wet nose, step after step I know I'm getting closer to being able to be alone. I turn the corner only to see her car. Why is she home?!?! I wanted to be alone! I wanted to have time to myself, but no, I kept walking the rain beating down harder and harder, I started running, I walked up the steps and opened the door to not only see her but she's crying. I didn't know why so I asked. She said it was because of me being mentally unstable and cutting. Not knowing how she knew I denied everything. Finally she explained a few girls saw me change during PE and saw my CUTS. So they told the teacher and I guess the teacher told the principle and the principle called my mother. She asked me where they were and not knowing wether to deny it again or tell her I shrugged. She started yelling and hitting not me and I just sat there happy I was actually feeling something. I wasn't feeling numb for as long as she hit me. I felt human.