2 years later and I look back at my mistakes when I drank every chance there was didn't care for the hate pushed people away didn't want to hear their thoug2hts spending money on drink didn't care what sort getting smashed out my face every chance I could don't care for people's lectures feeling misunderstood. Broken relationships and broken friendships are what I had to fix feeling better than ever from the day that I quit. Yes I miss it I'm not gonna lie but I'd rather be sober not jumping from guy to guy.
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