The Girl I Used To Be

Everyone born with their own specialities and by growing day by day they polish their talent.

She was also born with this special gift. She didn't know about it until her surrounding people told her, that is her colour.

She wonders if it is a good thing or a bad thing but at the age of 6, she didn't know how to take things seriously.

Such a cheerful girl she was, good in study, good at singing, good in sports and always smiling because she has a crush who sits next to her desk. What a girl needs more at the age of 12.

But she was growing and her society becomes more worried about her growing age. They start to give advice on, what is good for her, for her study and of course her colour.

After day by day, a good thing happened she start to become curious about her colour. She starts to see different girls of her age. Yes, she can feel the difference and that difference is her colour, only that what she sees.

Her society changes her viewpoint toward this world. The world where her colour is considered as a curse.

She had always a battle between her and her mind. She became shy, she starts to ignore society but society never ignore her. They see her as a cursed girl and compare her with them.

But still, she had little hope that everyone does not think the same. She is a human that what matters, she can smile, she can love and can be loved by someone that what she thought.

She had only one name at that time who she thought will never hurt her. But her life became too hard for her when her crush shows her a mirror in front of everyone.

At the age of 13, she was heartbroken. Here, the society achieved a goal. She became dull, distrust and introvert.

It's taken her a while, to adjust in this cruel society again. When at the age of 18 she moved from that city. Where she got the same type of people with the same judging eyes but she changes herself to show every one of her different sides.

Time passed she became confident, again start to smile and enjoy life. Society became tensed how she can fix herself.

But now she can't be hurt by anyone because she knows that only one person can fully appreciate her, love her and respect her that is herself.

She starting to love herself.

When you accept yourself then life becomes easier for you. So, just love yourself...

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