Help me!

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Don't ask me if I'm okay

I won't sugar coat it for you

Frankly I'm not okay

I'm at a school of thousands

I have a family of four home...

I have friends and loved ones

Yet amongst them I feel alone

How do I even explain

What I am going through

One day could seem like paradise

But then the world crashes all around me

Crippling me under the debris

And I sit here waiting for a superman

I pray for guidance and help

Nothing has been like this

It wasn't me losing myself

Or parts of me

Its feeling like I am useless

Those dark thoughts, Feelings

Won't go away

No one sees how I am struggling

People think they know how I am doing

Yesterday I was suicidal and depressed

My fiancée yet again saved my life

I didn't try but the thoughts were present

How do you admit you hit rock bottom

When you don't know the cause

Could be broken promises

Could be a family that doesn't love me right

Could be not enough compassion towards me

Or could be I was strong for too long

I hate this and I can't break it

Feel like there is no where to turn

Boo fights, Family problems, and no friends close by

No one for hugs or to help comfort me

I feel alone and I hate this hell

Can anyone save me?

God, my guardian angels, my protectors

Someone save me please

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⏰ Last updated: Oct 16, 2014 ⏰

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