Don't ask me if I'm okay
I won't sugar coat it for you
Frankly I'm not okay
I'm at a school of thousands
I have a family of four home...
I have friends and loved ones
Yet amongst them I feel alone
How do I even explain
What I am going through
One day could seem like paradise
But then the world crashes all around me
Crippling me under the debris
And I sit here waiting for a superman
I pray for guidance and help
Nothing has been like this
It wasn't me losing myself
Or parts of me
Its feeling like I am useless
Those dark thoughts, Feelings
Won't go away
No one sees how I am struggling
People think they know how I am doing
Yesterday I was suicidal and depressed
My fiancée yet again saved my life
I didn't try but the thoughts were present
How do you admit you hit rock bottom
When you don't know the cause
Could be broken promises
Could be a family that doesn't love me right
Could be not enough compassion towards me
Or could be I was strong for too long
I hate this and I can't break it
Feel like there is no where to turn
Boo fights, Family problems, and no friends close by
No one for hugs or to help comfort me
I feel alone and I hate this hell
Can anyone save me?
God, my guardian angels, my protectors
Someone save me please