You're All That Matters

Chapter 23

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When Josh finally gets home, I just go up stairs to try and think over everything that's happening. 1. I kissed Shawn. 2. I kissed Cameron.

After taking about 15 minutes to decide who I want, I just give up. I now realize that I'm in tears. Why? I don't even know.

I decide to call Cameron and talk to him.

C: Hello?
B: hey cam.
C: becca, what's wrong are you okay?
B: yeah I'm fine. I just feel like I need to tell you some things.
C: like what..
B: I know that it's stupid to choose you again, but I've only known Shawn for, what, like a month or two? And you've only done one wrong thing. And I love you. You're the only one who matters to me right now and I don't care what anybody has to say about it. You're mine, I'm yours, we're in this together and I don't know about you but I will do anything to keep us together, do you understand?
C: yeah. *he's on the verge of crying I can tell*
B: okay. well.. I still want to be with you okay?
C: okay..
*silence*
C: can I spend the night? *sniff*
B: sure, but you'll have to come in through the window because josh is still pissed.
C: okay *laugh*
B: alright. I love you.
C: I love you too. I'll see you later tonight, okay?
B: Okay.

I hang up the call just in time for josh to call me downstairs.

"Becca! Come eat!"

"Alright I'll be down in a sec!" I say as I turn off my phone and put it on the charger.

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wow.. it's been a while. sorry yall! I've just had so much on my plate and ugh it's hard. ill be trying to update more often. <333