KARMA

Dreams or Nightmares-Part 8

  I don't know what to think or say. I didn't know if l should tell Dee or not . l know he would be like well that's what he deserved but I didn't think that. l mean l don't want to just leave him hanging after all he did for me besides the bullshit he put me through. I was just sitting there thinking why do l still care about a man who didn't give two fucks about me or my brother. That made me snap back to reality and l was not going up there .l sent a text saying "l hope u don't die and make it " I mean the least l can do is show my condolences. My phone start ringing it was Kash l did not want to talk to him especially not in front of Dee after the text l just sent him . l didn't want to be sneaky or act as if l was hiding anything so l told Dee what Layla told me and what l texted Kash"you didn't do anything wrong ma " Dee said . Dee was so nice l just felt like it was to good to be true like why would this man come and do all this for me with nothing in  return but sex . Don't get me wrong I'm not with him because of what he can do for me but I don't know it's alot. For the most part l was feeling the vibes and hope he who he say he is. 

"What's wrong you been quiet ?" Dee asked "Nothing bae Just need to smoke" Layari said "we finna get some woods so we can hit the road " Dee said . My mind was racing l can't just not go see Kash I'll be so wrong but all l can think about is the wrong he did to me. why is this man on my mind so much he don't care about me he was willing to claim a Baby that wasn't even his. That's how I know this nigga was no good. "I just wanna see you for the last time in case I don't make it " Kash texted. This message made my mind race more and more like why this man can't leave me alone l texted back "You made your bed now lay it text Layla and leave me alone" l said the message said read so he seen it. My phone start ringing l kept pressing ignore l didn't want to talk like what was l gonna say but he kept calling none stop. "Meet me at my house it's important to" Layla text l wasn't going to text her back either because l didn't want her to think everything was cool after all the snake ass shit she done to me when l was nothing but good to her. Kash continued to call Dee got out the car to go buy the woods l answered the phone not say anything just holding the phone "Hello , Hello Can you hear me" Kash said "yes wassup why you keep calling " I said "You need to get away from Dee That's Layla Brother on her daddy side he getting you comfortable so that he can Rob you that's how I got shot because Layla shot me she setting you up the whole time and l can't believe you falling for this nigga " Kash said . At this point l didn't know what to believe l don't know how to feel I requested a Uber it said 2 mins hopefully it pulls up before Dee comes out. My Uber was going to be a white Impala licence plate start with WU9 l seen that white Impala pulled up l grabbed Dee uhual key and my purse and got out of Dee car and got in the Uber.We wasn't that far away from where the uhual was only 4 mins I didn't want to walk because I knew Dee would be looking for me. My head was spinning because everything was coming to the light l feel like love been used and mislead it happens to the bed of us . I got to the uhual and pulled off. I don't know where l was going but I needed to go far away from everybody l needed to clear my mind and focus on this slay I'm about to do on cardi b. I stopped at the gas station put 60 on pump 1 brought me 3 packs of woods and some snacks. I pumped my gas got in the truck rolled a pack of woods so l wouldn't have to stop to roll up or stop l didn't want to take that long drive by myself my phone start ringing. Just the person l wanted to talk to my cousin Nia. "Hello where you at come get me let's have a session it's well over due" Nia said "you should come to the A with me help me drive and I already got weed and shit so I'm finna come pick you up you mines well come out l was just at the Gas station by your house " l said "ok l got weed to I'm on the porch" Nia said. I pulled up on Nia she was my favorite cousin l can count on her with everything she gone let me know when l'm wrong but she down rather I'm right or wrong. She know how to do hair to l been telling her let's get a shop together because her clientele high like mines that was my rich friend lol. I pulled up being dramatic over blowing the horn playing city girls -act up because my cousin can twerk her ass off l knew she would start dancing *BEEP BEEP BEEP * She coming off the porch im singing "l keep a baby Glock l ain't fighting with Know random period" Nia in the street twerking l open the truck door get to screaming "Do Your Shit Bitch " she Singing "act up you can get snatched up ayeeee" Nia got in the car I turned the music down l flamed up then drove off  she started talking every time we get together we gotta inform each in on our mama friends family it don't matter "bitch first off tell me why you in this big ass uhaul truck where the fuck u moving to " Nia said l was laughing this bitch crazy always got some funny shit to say "bitch where l was finna move to Alanta you remember my boyfriend Dee l was telling you about girl he brought me a shop and Alanta and tomorrow l gotta do cardi b a frontal bitch she reached out to me already cash app me and everything her appointment tomorrow at 10am" l said "bitch congratulations you finna smoke her shit bitch ok let me tell you about this dumb ass nigga of mines baby mama " she said "do wee need to beat this hoe just let me know " l said we both laughing "girl this hoe stay calling my man phone talking about the baby sick he need to get to the hospital remind you im lazy because he just licked my soul out of me and took it with him ok so we get up it's 2 in the morning l just knew this bitch was lying so l told him if she lying im beating her ass making us get out the bed " she did "bitch u whooped this bitch just let me know now " l said laughing because I'm already knowing she "bitch let me get to that part but yes we get to the hospital so he tell them his baby name they stay saying nobody by that name came in there l didn't go inside because l knew the hoe was lying l was prepared with my Tim's on my black leggings and my t-shirt hair ties up . He come out he call her like man why the fuck you lie wasn't shit wrong with my baby.she yelling talking about you the one took to long we at the house. He hung up we pull up she come up thinking she finna curse him out remind you she never had the baby the baby with her mama which as the baby grandma girl she com down stairs l hopped rigt out the car ran up to her and said put your guards up this bitch get to yelling l been waiting on this I'm like you have get to beating her face in I was swinging so fast l dazed the bitch she don't know which way l was swinging from " Nia said laughing l was laughing to "that bitch thought she was finna take it in with him I'm crying" I said "girl yes I'm so tired his Baby mama drama bitch l put him out for Know reason so he could go be a family with her ass so she can leave me alone I'm tire of beating her ass but there's this guy " she said " what guy tell me all about it from the beginning and flame that wood up to we got a long ride I'm glad its early"Layari said. We was on the rest going to Alanta all l can think about was I'm really chasing my dream l got this. Dee was blowing my phone up him and Kash but l couldn't trust nobody l had to fall back. My cousin Nia was with me l can trust her so we was smoking while riding and talking she continued her story about this new guy she met.

WHO IS THIS NEW GUY ?
WOULD LAYARI STAY IN ALANTA ?
WILL KASH DIE ?
IS DEE LAYLA BROTHER?