There you go again,
Turning your feelings into scars
Allowing the demons to get in your head
You've been depressed for awhile now
You blame yourself for everything
For your parents fighting all the time
For failing your English class
It's not really your fault because
You have so much weight on your shoulders
But you still blame yourself
For anything and everything you think of
So you say enough is enough
You pick up the blade one last time
You rewrite your suicide note one last time
And in your note you say how sorry you
Are that it has to end this way and how you
Can't seem to kill these demons
And how much you love your siblings
And how much you will miss them
And finally you write "mom , I love you
And I am so sorry but I can't take it no more
I will miss you."
You go to the bathroom and grab a lot of
Medication and take them all
You can feel the sting but actually like it
You lie down and put the note on your
Chest and you slowly feel the pain go away
You close your eyes and suddenly it's over
Your mom come home and call for you
You usually answer but you didn't
Your mom think you probably have
Headphones in and send your old her sister
To your room to check on you
She sees you on your bed and thinks you're
Sleeping so she tells your mom you're
Sleeping and she tells her to wake you up
So she goes back to your room and shakes
You but you don't wake
She runs to your mother and says you won't
Wake up so she goes in your room to find
You still in your bed
She notices the note and picks it up
Reading the note and a puzzled look
Appears on her face then suddenly tears
Start to come down her face
She drops to her knees and starts
Screaming and crying
Your older sister losses it and breaks down
Your older brother walks in
He rushes to your mom crying
He calls 911 unable to explain
What has happened
