I wear my masks like life's an elaborate masquerade.
But like to smile through my facade
The briefest of flutters, for a renegade
in hopes that one day the scars shall fadeA quiet rebellion, a sideways stare
is all the freedom my broken wings can bare
For I am mending, I am there
Awaiting the day my smile shall come without care.
Yet, until the time comes that I am finally there,I shall wear my masks.
and move through the crowds of smiling faces
Of, staring faces. Of judging faces and glaring faces.
all the while wondering who is hiding more
the battered angel in the tear-stained masks
Or the smiling plastic people, donned in gold, with empty hearts.Look for me.
I am the one with the quietest of smiles
Come find me within the crowd.
Take a moment, take a chance
and through the night we shall dance.
Move to the motions, just us two.
Throughout a room filled to the seams with people
all pretending as we do.They've slipped on their masks of gilded gold
Prepared their hearts for tales untold
Have donned their smiles and their attires
and wrapped themselves in their desiresAs the magic of the night begins to takes hold
of the young, the learned and even the old.
They sing and they dance, and they are free
To be for just a night who they are meant to be.For I wear the masks,
and attend the masquerades
and march down the streets in coloured parades
But it is with my heart the price is paid
Till in the ground my dreams are firmly laid.the ball has ended, the dancers run home
and there I am left dancing alone.
It's all I can do to live through the crushing pain
and hide my tears as I dance in the pouring rain.As the raindrops blend with my falling tears
as my heart is crushed with endless fears
I weep for the boy that has to lie
and hide his face, and never cry.
For love, that is unconditional
is nothing
but
a lie.Author note: Edited the structure and shuffled around some of the lines. Hopefully, the flow is now less disjointed.
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Kangaroo Court
Poetry"This is the place where Ideas go to die... The resting grounds of stories who shan't see the sky... A Kangaroo court for the ideas left unspun... Where the choice is made if a tale should go unsung."