A/n: glaucous used to be my favourite colour 🥺
A/n: P L E A S E R E A D ⤵️⤵️⤵️
Okay i need to clear a few things up.
Idk if this book will have smut. Probably will not, i will just skip it.
Why?
Sex to me is very different. I really like the soft, fluffy version. Where no one is really a dominating too much. Where they make love.
I cant write the sex with all the daddy kinks, sex toys, pain, strangling(😞) and like really angry sex where the main character is pissed or something.
I just cant. I physically cant bring myself to do this. This type of sex disgusts me(sorry).I believe myself as a strong person but these types of things disgust me to the point where i show my weakness(again sorry). id understand how or why ppl want 'kinky angry sex' so much(im not very understanding lol).
then again i the asexual who prefers to receive a peppa pig meme over sex any day, so my opinion doesnt matter.
But honestly yea if i am going to write smut then it would be the soft kind that people somehow dont enjoy as much.( i have seen ppl harassing authors for writing soft shit):
Im telling this because, once in my old book someone got mad at me for not saying this earlier to them ( his eyes )
And i agree, my bad. 100% my fault.
But it also made me sad. Why do people look do much to sex in a book to the point where it is the determining factor whether a book is good or bad. This is actually an unattractive way to think in my opinion.
With me in life, sex doesn't excite me. I wont do it honestly. I don't understand how people describe it as the best part in their relationship. Idon't understand how people want to for eg feel pain while doing it. Anyways this isnt my ted talks so i will shut up but one thing is that sex for me, is something I consider important.
Not random sex with a totally random person done in anger and out of lust.
Rather, soft intimate sex with your affectionate other, done slowly to savour every moment and out of love.
See the difference ?anyways this whole thing in a nutshell; i dont/wont/cant write kinky angry sex rather soft fluffy cute sex.
Anyways if this pisses u off, well then the 🚪 is here, i am not changing my mind, my sexuality or my beliefs.
Sorry also this has been a problem so i just needed to clear this up for readers, and (hopefully but probably not lol) future readers.
Sorry if i have offended anyone, truly wasn't my intention:(
My opinion definitely will differ to you, well i am an ace so my perspective on these kind of things are distorted and highly influenced by my preferences so its hard to really tell where the line of 'normal ppl thinking' and 'my ace self thinking'
So truly sorry if i have offended u. U can talk to me anytime if u have any questions, preferably comments since my pms are a bit loaded atm. Thx
Apologies in advance, thx for reading all this. I love u. I will do anything for u, if u ever want a favour just ask.

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